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New blog!

2008-04-20T13:23:00.004+08:00

Yeah finally done with designing our new blog. =)

New updates will be @ http://her-n-him.blogspot.com/

will be doing update at both sites. whee...

Thanks for everything

2008-02-27T11:26:00.006+08:00

I sat on a wobbly swing,

hoping it could swing away my troubles,

yet it brought back the memories of the good old times,

I thought...

"Maybe it was meant to be,

maybe it was all me,

maybe,

there's no maybe..."

there's no more tears left for me to weep.

As I`m basked in the rays of sunlight,

I felt the warmth it's giving,

as though it's comforting me.

I saw a shadow walking towards me,

the glaring sunlight's hurting my eyes,

a hand held up...

without much thinking,

I placed my hand on to his,

he gave me a pull,

and i landed in his arm.

It was much more warmth than the sun could give,

it felt like i was being protected from anything or everything.

I sniffed a familiar scent from him,

and i looked up..

It was him...

all along..

he sheltered me from the rain, the sun..

he give me a pull when im down..

he saw the best there was in me,

and give me faith when i lost it.

For all the things I've lost,

Im glad i still have your love...

and i know it will always be here with me...

P/s: I love you.

*For him..(pzq)

From: Her(sss)

简单~so simple..

2008-02-24T14:01:00.003+08:00

就是~ ♥ simply simple♥ 简单。

简简单单的爱。。=）

我是个简单又有点怪异的女孩！哈哈！

我爱简单！

简单的女孩有个简单又不平凡的梦想和希望。。。

♥♥♥♥♥♥

能和爱的人简简单单，快快乐乐，紧握着手走过人生的每一个阶段。。不管是晴天或是雨天，他永远都是我的依靠。能看见他从平凡的小男孩，变成了事业有成的大男孩。。能看见他的改变。。是幸福的！我很开心能遇见一个非常了解我的他=）他懂得我的心。。就是他改变了我的人生！从来不知道幸福的味道的我。。懂得什么是幸福。。什么是快乐。。更懂得珍惜。

我最爱看到他迷人的笑。。爱看到他天天开心，没有烦恼！

*你啊。。要听话。。因为我的唠叨是为了你好。。*

其实对我来说。。

“能知道你爱的人，也非常爱你”

这才是真正的快乐和幸福。

就让我们简简单单的爱。。

简简单单地走下去。。

只要有你在，我就是幸福的！

给：亲爱的你。。

More photos..

2008-02-19T16:22:00.009+08:00

More photos...!!
CNY photos:

(jiejie & me)

More photoss...

this pic very cute!
hehe.. i dun have lappie le.. :( so sad.. so i used my sis lappie to upload all the photoss. hmph..

Recently jus cut my hair.. no more super long hair le.. :( haha..

Graduated for few weeks.. I am so bored!! JOBLESS NOW!!

alright i'll work hard find more job opportunities!!

加油！加油！秀炫！！加油！

Love Day.

2008-02-16T11:17:00.005+08:00

Love. A year back(eee ugly)....still in our Castle...

Many many years back......

It goes on...

every single day we're making history..

creating memories...

we're all the lead role of our own li`l story...

make every day your best day..

make your best history..

create your sweetest memories... =)

Happy Valentine's Day!

2008-02-14T18:22:00.001+08:00

情人节快乐！
Happy Valentine's Day! ......

msn chat with baby.04jan08

2008-01-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

04 Jan 2008

Today friday.. suppose to meet darling @ night.. but hehe.. i kinda lazy and i got flu.. so.. we chatted online..

so darling drew this..

And i drew this for darling.. hehe.. I find it cute so i uploaded it into our blog. hehe..

muacks darling really love u alot!

xoxo

Back from genting!

2007-12-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

Back From Genting =)

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year 2008!

While waiting for our coach to genting..

First day- While waiting for our shutter bus. (Theme Park day!) =D

Finally in the shutter bus! U see why we can take so many pics while waiting for this bus..because we waited so long for the bus! Our favourite themepark! (we love it esp the pirate ship...!! ) LOL

I still wana go back to the themepark!!!!

Second day its shopping day!! lol

I love this pic! darling took it with this scary gorilla.. so cool...! The gorilla posing too.. LOL
Lastly.. the 3rd day... had our lunch..there...

Thanks darling for everything.. i really enjoyed myself.. love being with u. This trip was a real memorable one.. and i hope in future we will have more of this oversea trip. Lotsa fun being with u.. esp playing those theme park rides.. I wana go back... not enough!! hahaa..

Okok.. lastly..Merry christmas to all my friends and family..and to darling's family too.=)

World Peace~

-xoxo-

天堂与地狱

2007-12-06T12:53:00.000+08:00

天堂与地狱

天啊！有没有人能救救我啊！我仿佛想是两个人活在不同的世界里。。

在学校是一个人，学校外却是另一个比较快乐，比较自由的普通女孩。。真的希望快快逃出这可怕的地狱，真的是太折磨人了。。越来越自闭的我真的可以一天不说话也没问题。。我相信我已看见人内心的“鬼”了。。（如果已看了《神探》就知道什么是内心的鬼）

好了好了，说一些比较开心的事！我们可以出国了！能去云顶就算不错了。。因为baby真的很难拿到Leave。 :) 这次一定会拍多一点照片的！还要买相簿！只要假期一到，我就会恢复我正常的我了！还蛮开心的，能和baby出国，还有能去云顶逛逛！

好了就写到这里。。会在Update的！

byebye!

♥ Missing ♥

2007-11-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

♥ im "MISSING"..... ♥

Know wads missing from this blog?

Photos.. pictures.. of us...of me.. of him.. havent been taking any since.. er.. not sure when.. somehow i dun have the mood or the feel to take any pics..haha.. will try to take more pics in future.

Christmas' nearing.. darl & me wana exchange pressie. :D now really saving for christmas haha.. and saving for more new tops n bottoms..

alright.. update soon..

2007-11-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

♥Love For Real♥ John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose.

Blanchard's interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Vermont library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address. She lived in New York City. He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond.

The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II. During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail. Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart. A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like.

When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 PM at the Grand Central Station in New York. "You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel." So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.

I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:
A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim. Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive. I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose. As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured.

Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell. She was standing almost directly behind the girl. A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat. She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away. I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep was my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.

And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle. I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her. This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful.
I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment. "I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell. I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?"

The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile. "I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should go and tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"
It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss Maynell's wisdom.

The true nature of a heart is seen in its response to the unattractive.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

True love can withstand any hardship.

True love is not the matter of counting the years.. but making the years count..

Be inspired.

2007-11-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

♥ Be Inspired ♥
Lately, I have been reading some online inspirational stories. Stories that touches one's heart,stories that kept me thinking.. I've been wondering how to deal with hatred..
There's one story mentioned about hate...

"Hate wears you down and does not hurt your enemy. It is like taking poison and wishing your enemy will die. It is as if 2 wolves are inside having a terrible fight...

1 wolf is good and does no harm. He lives in harmony with all around him and does not take offense when no offense was intended. It will onli fight when it is right to do so and in the right way. This wolf stands for joy, peace, love, hope, sharing, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.

The other wolf is full of anger. The littlest thing will set him into a fit of a temper. He fights everyone, all the time, for no reason. He cannot think because his anger and hate are so great. It is helpless anger, for his anger will change nothing. This wolf represents fear, envy, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, lies, false pride and superiority.

Sometimes it is hard to live with these two wolves inside for both of them try to dominate your spirit. This same fight is going on inside you and inside every other person too. "

So which wolf will win??

"The one you feed.."

26sept2007-Wednesday.

2007-09-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

炫炫：我要休息！

休息是为了走更长的路。。现在的我，就像这只Panda一样。当我一不够睡，我的眼睛就马上变成又黑又肿。因为我脸上的豆豆和黑黑的眼圈，我已好久没拍照了。。如果有也一定是非常丑的。

豆豆和黑眼圈快快好！求求你。。我想过几天又要拍照了，我要已最佳状态出席。。希望每一张都是美美的。我想是时候去逛逛，买多一些美美的衣服。。牛仔裤。。鞋子。。发夹。。帽子。。包包。。再配一幅漂亮的眼镜。。多多首饰。。

我几乎快要疯了，最近忙得不可开交。。我想到要去学校我就“Sian一大半”。学校，教补习，project, 接下来还有PP, CE。。到底有完没完啊！好想给自己放个大假，休息，逛街，出国。。啊。。说到出国，我好想和《贝贝》出国。。去逛逛。。新加坡已没什么好逛的啦！年底我一定要出国！！

要去。。澳洲。。？

台湾。。。？香港。。？

台湾或香港吧！哈哈！！

好啦好啦！就写到这里。。darling快点回来！来拍个照！哈哈哈！好啦！累了。。

晚安！！

~ 炫炫

AGAIN!~ i am missing you...

2007-09-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

Hello darling. My darling went back to camp for JRC (junior rating course?) after 10 days of leave. So.. here are the pics i forgot to upload:: (during darl's POP)

*Where are you darling?! I can't find you. Is that the ah pu nehneh's head?*

Darling's Rifle Drill.

GOT HEADS BELOW AGAIN LAR!!

March.March.March your way home..

Darling i found you!! you're the 6th from the right. Wahaha..

Darling receiving his award.(Best P.T) Proud nehs.

BIG HEADSS AGAIN-__-" why keep blocking me..

Darling's squad in his No.3 or 4 ah?forget.

Ok la.. in his white uniform lar.

Lastly, no more head.

Darling passed out already!!

No more Recruit Peh.

LOL

Darling..coming back on thur. Dear i miss u so much..hmph! this sat can we go eh..east coast? cus we always go town.. until sians. haha. darling i miss u so much!! school life is boring. And everything sucks. haha. now still in sch writing this entry.

Alright.. i can go home now..

update soon!

muacks.

cyaz.

Xuanxuan.

Finally over.. =)

2007-09-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

Hehe hello!! Baby i'm back to blog haha! Yeah finally everything is over... the sucky BMT. Thinking back of the trainings.. it's tough but fun at times. It's when u can see the true team spirit. It doesn't takes a day for a company of 85 people to work together. We've gone through lots of trainings.. scoldings..punishments. At times.. we can be very "Garang" (fierce) in our trainings.

15th september is my POP day. I'm very happy and excited. My dad, mum and my lovely darling will be there seeing my POP parade. My baby has given me alot of support..care and concern. Simply without her..i really can't imagine what will i be now..and how am i going to go through all the trainings. Thanks darling!!! I love u alot. Haha..saying back on the POP day.. I can say tat it's a very memorable day for me. It's the day when i get recognition from my Sirs and Sergeants for my good performance in the BMT. Glad to say tat i am the best physical traniee in the company.

2 days later will be me and my darling 2 years anniversary!!!! HAPPY 2 YEARS DARLING!! Sad to say tat monday i have to go back to camp to do some administrative work and we can't celebrate it together. Hence we postponed it to yesterday!!! Haha yesterday me and my darling decided to go to "xiao ding" which is Ding tai feng.. to taste our all time favourite.. yam dumplings!! It's so nice and delicious!! But too bad.. darling has to go back to school to do her fyp.. we can't celebrate for long.. if not i would have bring her to other places to sit and eat lol.. I LOVE TO EAT!!

Hehe time pass so fast. Next year me and my darling will be together for 3 years. Really looking forward to it. Now i'm saving money so tat we can get married as soon as possible lol. My darling has been scolding me tat i keep spending lol.. sorry darling.. lol.. sometimes really need to spend ma.. Just wanna tell baby tat i love her alot.. and i misses her everyday.. I feel so terrible without her when i'm in my camp.. ARgh!!! Baby.. do u noe how much i love u and need u by my side?? I love u forever darling!!

11september. Tuesday.

2007-09-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

11September.Tuesday:

Well, today i woke up around 9+a.m. and watched 蜡笔小新, and i watched till i fell aslp and slp till 4plus. Woke up to prepare to go for tuition..Yeah it's super boring life..haha..After tuition took a bus to amk hub, shop awhile.. and then went home straight. BORING~~ i know..

I blog so that when darling come back he can read wad i've been doing..*darling i guai guai oh..*

Oh ya i bought a top from online again. =X shit~ i hope i wont regret again. Alright tml meeting jiejie to go shopping..YEAH I LOVE SHOPPING! haha..

ALRIGHT,I'LL BLOG TML THEN.. THIS IS SUCH A BORING, MONOTONOUS ENTRY! ARGHhhH..

Tata.

Depress Or Not Depress?

2007-09-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

Depress Or Not depress?

It seems like i am having great depression..am i?(but it only happens when i am at home) I am feeling extreme unhappy everyday..(of cus not on days when im out with my boy). Or maybe it's caused by the "super-alot-of-extra-time" i have recently. Yea, i find myself quite contradicting too. When i am in sch, i complained that i need more time to rest, i hate sch, i hate people..and how much i long for holiday..But now when i am having holiday, it seems like i have too much time to spare and that causes me to think too much?!(im not sure whether im thinking too much or it is the fact, but whatever i jus noe i am feeling depress)

So now, surprisingly i took up a job(but for such a fussy me, of cus i wont take up those tiring,boring,lousy,long-hrs,low-pay,low-class,dirty jobs), it a super relax, short-hrs,interesting, reasonable pay, noble job...YES, It's being a TUTOR! Im quite surprise too, that i am a tutor. It's quite enjoyable being a tutor though, but now i know how my teachers "suffered" when teaching me.HAHA.

So how i became a tutor?

It took placed on a bright sunny afternoon, me and mum went to a salon in hougang to have our hair done. I did my rebond & she did her perm. So the auntie who blew my hair for me asked me to teach her daughter. And so..I am a tutor! (im not sure why also, but i jus got myself a job when doing my hair)

The sad thing is i haven got my pay yet but i already gotten my "TO-BUY-LIST" done. Now so broke..after all my online shopping and all that.(im so angry with myself,most of the stuff i bought online i dint wear or use more than 2 times and some still brand new) so now i am trying to sell out those i bought at a cheaper price. I just couldnt resist..

So now i am trying to cancel off some of my items in the To-Buy-List.

Ss's To-Buy-List:

Fake eyelashes + glue (wanted to have a even bigger & dramatic eyes) =P
More heels to go with different outfit
More tops & bottoms
A watch...(still searching for a nice one,maybe in white or pink)
More accessories.(bangles.earrings.necklaces.bracelets.Belts)
Nice.unique.classy bag
Eyeliner
Eyebrow pencil
Nail polishes (in different colors)
Go for eye-brow trimming (it's a must!)

So now i have to cancel off some unnecessary stuff.

Ss's MUST-Buy-List for the time-being:

Fake eyelashes + glue (wanted to have a even bigger & dramatic eyes) =P
~~More heels to go with different outfit~~ ->It's not a need, it's a want.
~~More tops & bottoms~~ ->a nice top for now will do
~~A watch...(still searching for a nice one,maybe in white or pink)~~ -> still searching*
~~More accessories.(bangles.earrings.necklaces.bracelets.Belts)~~ -> Jus bangles & earrings for now
~~Nice.unique.classy bag~~ -> i've got some nice one. so tt will do for nw
~~Eyeliner~~ -> getting it from jiejie
Eyebrow pencil
Nail polishes (in different colors)
Go for eye-brow trimming (it's a must!)

And so in the end.. what's left will be fake eyelashes+glue, get a nice top if possible, bangles & earrings are additional, go for eyebrow trimming as it's getting messier, buy a eyebrow pencil and nail polish (french manicure for now).

All this must be done by this week, as darling's Passing-Out-Parade(P.O.P) on this coming sat. Stressful week haha..and it's our 2-years anniversary and darling is bringing me out to eat. I love eating.. haha..It'll sure be a memorable day.

Loving you.

~Xuanxuan

I miss baby.

2007-07-30T21:17:00.000+08:00

Baby went back to camp again yesterday, so yesterday i met darling @ parkway parade cus i was at my ah ma hse. I was so so happy to see darling!! He's still the same.. still handsome no matter wad..although darling botak botak le..I really miss him alot..hehe..

Darling still so so sweet, he bought me a box of Chocz. SO SWEET OF HIM..!!

We had lots of fun tog these few days..friday.. sat.. sun.. i really miss him alot..hehe. now i waiting for him to call me.. lala.. hmph.. i take pic my face always so chubby de. =( hmph

darling faster come back...!! hehe..

do u noe hw much i miss u??!

2007-07-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

Does this keychain looks familiar? Yeap..this is the keychain as seen on channel 8 9pm drama show "Switched" .

Me and darling have exactly the same one..long before "Switched" was screened..darling's bro..zhonghui..was in china for an attachment, so he bought us this keychain..so cute right.. i love it alot!! it has a magnet at the side whereby it will "attract" to each other..and "stick" to each other..

Darling using the girl keychain..and me using the boyboy's keychain....

but.. it seems like THE KEYCHAIN HAVE BEEN SEPARATED FOR SO LOOOOG....!!!! ='(

12 july..13 july..14 july..15 july.. 16 july.. 17 july.. 18 july.. 19 july.....AHHHhh.. 1 day is like 1 week..the time passes so slowly.....i still have to wait till next thursday then can see deardear...!!

so sad lar..i miss him so so so so much!!!

ahh.. so sad..i dont wan blog le..! no mood le.....

darling haven call me haven mgs me yet.. dunno what he doing now.. wonder..he eaten le ma??

='(

update later...

lovelove..
xuanxuan..

Day out with xing peihua yy

2007-07-17T15:38:00.000+08:00

Yeah..pictured updated...! Thanks yeeyen..peihua and tzexing for all the wonderful moments spent together... In future, if we have our own career..own family..we must still meet up often.. to catch up with each other..=) Almost 8 years of frenship.. we see each other grow to be an adult..we still have to see each other.. grow old together.. LOL..=P

Love love.

xuanxuan..

ilovemybaby.

2007-07-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

my baby..i know no matter where he go.. no matter what he do..im always in his heart.. and our heart will never be separated..my baby care for me..

When my boy's here..he's the only one who listens to my complain everyday..he's the only one who listens and talk to me..anything he will be here for me..he'll be here to solve or share all of my problems. He's the only one i trust and the only one who knows hw i feel and understand me..

My silly boyboy..he knows i nv eat dinner..so he secretly called Macdonald again, he ordered & paid for a Filet-O-Fish burger set(upsize) and changed drink to milo! he dint even tell me.. until the delivery man..*ding..dong..* on my door..then i messaged him to ask him..( see onli my darling noe and understand me)

Although darling having a tough time there.. he still care and think about me.. so touched.. Oh ya.. im so so proud of my darling..hehe..( i think this let him come back then tell..) I hope my darling get the award!!

I really miss my darling alot..and the first thing im gonna do when i see him.. is to "cling" onto him..like a Koala bear!! lol! lalala..

To darling: you're forever my lovelove. onli love. =D

I MISS U!!!!!!

14july07-15july07

2007-07-15T19:31:00.000+08:00

14`07`07:

Met ph.yy. @ causeway point aroun 4+pm.. we head straight to orchard..and meet xing there..
had some shopping for my stuff..and then we decided to head down to clarke quay for dinner after a loooonggg discussion on what & where to eat.

took a cab..

Reached clarke quay..The Cannery..BUT still not sure wad to eat.. so was in the cab, me and peihua suggested CRAB..we were craving for CRAB..chilli crab.. so we went to jumbo seafood.. but it's FULL. so we went up to the second storey..chinese restaurant.. we ordered.. chilli crab.. ma po tofu..fish soup..sweet & sour pork..man tou..NOT REALLY NICE LOR..hmph.. cost xing $92 bucks.. ITS XING TREATS!! she gotten her salary..first salary.. so nice of her..:) muacks.. thanks xingxing..

after dinner we went to the central nearby..i was wondering what they wana do..hmm..
We seated near the river..and were all so excited.. unwrapping the presents we got from YY..
only to know they bought a cake for me..!! so touched..! thanks thanks yeeyen.peihua and xing. =D so nice.. its champagne cake..:D had lotsa fun with them...!!!

Lovelove...

Xuan..

2nd day without dear...another boring day.

2007-07-13T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today is the 2nd day baby in camp, which is also 2nd day without him by my side='(
Yesterday nite, he called me to tell me that he's in a tough and strict platoon. Last nite our conversation last for about 2 minutes or so..?! Then he had to turn in as his sir is damn strict.

This morning he messaged me @ 5.50am..(which means he woke up tt early!) :: "Good morning dear i wake up le. i love you baby dont cry i really worry le dear i will take care of myself please wait for me i love you dear" his messages are all typed in a rush..i know....

my poor boy i guess he's having a hard time there..had to wake up so early..pumping..pull-up..running...... ='( my baby....

another message @ 7.21pm.. a very sweet message..*shh..secret*.. just straight after i replied..darling called me @ 7.24pm..the conversation lasted for only 1 min 10 secs..half of the time i was crying..baby dint say anything i know he's feeling sad also..tts why when im crying he's keeping silent..and he told me tt when i cry he feel like crying also..so i stopped..and i told him i wont cry anymore..(i miss him too much..i am so used to him accompany me everywhere i go, everything i do..)

I am always waiting for his call.. waiting for his message..i am holding onto my hp so tightly..i make sure that my handphone is functioning properly..making sure that my batt doesnt go flat.. although it's just a few mins.. sometimes a few seconds..to me these few secs.. few mins..is super super duper important to me.. super super duper precious to me..i just need to hear his voice to know tt he's doing well..

baby.. im waiting..hope you can call me soon...

Ok, now i shall update..what i've done today..so when my baby comes back home.. he can read what i've been doing..

*ahhHhh.. So happy darling called me..!! @10.56pm** brb to continue my story..!!

yeah!! today our conversation last more than 30mins!!! baby can only chat till 11.30pm.. but im happy enuff..he told me that everyday is tough.. he passed he's swimming test..the sirss fierce.. and the food there quite nice.. gt dessert..fruits..snacks..everyday different dishes..BUT.. darling gt flu le..i think quite bad a flu..='( hope my baby faster get well!! Tml's his Fitness test le.. "GOOD LUCK baby for ur fitness test! hope u can do well!" Had a long chat with darling(but compared to last time..our chat consider short le:< ) quite happy.. !! We made promises...** =D i miss u darling!!!!!

Oh ya..back to today..

13`07`2007:
Friday the 13th..

This morning i am early for sch..(i think its like once in a blue moon kinda thing=X) Nothing much in sch, as usual.. But this afternoon i met yuelong for lunch at causeway point..we ate crystal jade dim sum..( yuelong treats) he passed me my pressie..its a turtle soft toy..and a book:" the five people you meet in heaven".. its a very meaningful book..(i;ve read like 20pages already)and i asked him to accompany and i got my blusher and concealer for my upcoming interview..but he paid for me.. argh..he spent so much so much..=(

to yuelong: " thanks alot yuelong..for everything..for the past 7years plus..you've always been here for me..and im glad i've a true friend like u..~a friendship i'll always cherish..~

okok.. it's time for me to turn in soon..i already having dark dark eye ringss around my eyes..
Hope tml will be a better day for baby and me.. and all my loved ones..

Im meeting my dear beloved peihua.yy and tx tml!!

so will update tml!!

nitey blog..
nitey to me..
nitey to my dear dear friends..
and lastly..
NITEY to my baby!! lovelove..
muacks..

signoff...
xuan..

Bring back my darling to me..

2007-07-12T13:42:00.000+08:00

{ My darling went over to the ocean

My darling went over the sea

My darling went over to the ocean

Oh bring back my darling to me

Bring back, Oh bring back

Oh bring back my darling to me,to me

Bring back, Oh bring back

Oh bring back my darling to me...}

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I wonder what darling doing now... he's first day in camp i wonder what he's doing.. wonder how he look like after he cut botak..
wonder whether isit very tough..whether the food is nice?
Just the first day without my darling calling me every now and then.. sms me.. online chat with me..i feel so bored...argh.. i need my darling back....

My life, my darling, future

2007-07-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Haha.. so long never come blog le. I promised my dear tat i will blog before i work(enlisted) tml. Time pass so fast, so fast tat i am an adult now, must be independent, earn money and also think of my future life.

When i was 19 year old.. on 17th september 2005... i met this cute girl.. my darling.. xiu xuan. I love her alot. We have been together for almost 2 years this coming september. If i say we never quarrel before all(readers) will believe meh? Lol.. of coz gt la.. she make me angry.. i make her angry.. then war begins haha.. but things always settle down very fast.. we don bare any grudges. We love each other alot.

Today is my darling birthday!!! HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!! Haha.. then must give my blessings to her.. First of all.. i wan baby shen ti jian kang.. Secondly, i wish dear dear wan shi ru yi.. Last of all, i wish dear dear can get into SIA. Baby!! CAN U HEAR ME!! Jia You!!!! Really never give up in anything. Even though i can't be with u on the day of interview..but my heart and soul will always be with u.. no worries dear.. u can do it.. *BELIEF* =))

Sorry dear, ur bday and we didn't really hav any nice celebration.. hope u don mind dear. Next year will be ur 21st bday.. i sure will make a big one for u. Haha.. i am very happy tat yst i can get to lie on baby... really never feel so relax and rest my whole face on her...in the past i was very concern about my face..but yst.. no..everything was jus so sweet and nice. I really had a wonderful day.. and hope dear also feel tat too.

Sob...=( tml is the day. I zui fang bu xia de shi wo de dear dear.. My darling is so careless.. need someone to take care of.. hungry wont eat.. if i never nag.. she will never eat de.. and baby ur health.. must really tk good care of urself.. and ur gastric too.. pls rmb to eat every meal.. Make sure u on ur alarm clock..i can't give u morning call everyday le.. but in my heart.. i will be calling u. When u miss me...jus drop me a message.. when i free i will reply u de.. Darling ar, u must be a good girl ok?? I trust u de.

Darling will think tat i am crazy about buying cars.. but i am more crazy thinking about marrying u. I wait so long for this day to come..my working day.. When i work, i will have money.. save up... and will give darling a wonderful marriage.. The one tat she will always like to have.. garden wedding?? Or on board on the big yacht??? I will ask my whole grp of Navy pals and buddies to help me.. I am waiting for the day to come.. to say the 5 words.. "Will you marry me?" and i am also waiting for the 2 words from u.."I do.." Yeah i noe there is still a long way to go.. but i really hope everything will be smooth.

Hehe.. i stop here le.. will blog again when i book out. Baby jus finished re-designing our blog.. i wan to go and see how it looks like now. Baby.. stay strong.. happy and sweet!!!!!! Wait for me ok?? I love u alot.. my dearest baby.. pls do tk care. Muacks.. love u!

a day out with darl.21/04/07 sat

2007-04-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

Baby had a bad flu..n tts hw he deal with his flu while he`s driving. lol! On sat, darling drive me to parkway parade,eat & eat & eat!! Went to swensen, and each of us had 1 half BBQ chicken with potato wedges!After main course will be DESSERT!Had a sticky chewy chocolate, yummylicious lor! then we shop till like 7 or 8 pm (both me n darl were damn tired of shopping&walking) lol!

And so we decided to go back to causeway point to watch movie! We watched fracture.. which is kinda lame and boring show. Then after movie went somewhere else...=X tts it.

Argh im so tired so carry on..
turn in soon..**
晚安！

signing out...
love,
xuan.

2007-04-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

Hello dear dear!! Heh.. suddenly gt the urge to blog.. kekes.. Haiz.. my dar dar seems to tong ku in school.. she's like the spartans.. LOL.. i rmb wat she said to me the day before sch re-open...: "Tml.. I WILL DIE IN HELLLL!!!" Yeah yeah yeah........ haha.. so dramatic hor? Hrmm... she never meet up lingyang for lunch coz of "someone"...Dar also quite stubborn la.. ask her go down buy something small she don want.. gonna wait for 2 more hours.. Haha.. ok.. darling hang on!!!

Okok.. let me talk straight to the point.. I have lots of dreams.. and i wanna fulfill them =) Haha.. firstly is my career..NCSS (Naval Combat System Specialists) Want some pic?? Let me go search.. Lol..Hehe.. ignore those words.. notice gt one guy wearing a white mask??? I'll be working as tat.. hahaha.. cool rite?

Secondly.. i will wan to buy a nice car.. lol.. Mitsubishi Lancer GLX or Subaru Impreza? I gonna convert the Subaru Impreza into WRX.. all i need to do is to fix on bodykits and parts =) Kekes.. of coz my dream car will be Evo la.. but I'm still far from it.. Okok.. let me show u guys my dream car..Haha.. this will be the lastest version of Mitsubishi Evolution 10.. More verisons will come lol.. and maybe there will be a Mitsubishi Evolution Turbo!!?? Sounds cool..

Guess wat?? When i gt my career.. car.. wat else do i need??? Hehe.. guess u noe hor baby.. lol.. I need u.. i guess by the time i marry u will be 28.. why i choose 28 is becoz i gt enough time to save up and get prepared.. and a fortune teller told me to get married at even number of my age.. haha i donnoe how to phrase it.. its like 24..26..28..

Of coz i will wan to give my precious darling a very memorable wedding.. Eh.. haha picture time! Lol.Whee! So nice and romantic rite?? Its a perfect place to say "I DO!" Lol.. i guess don need to shout..LOL..=)

Hrmm.. after married.. Hehehe.. will be honeymoon lo!! Hmm.. darling wan Korea.. but Paris also nice.. Don worry dar.. will be Korea.. lol.. Nice pic coming lo.. lol.. gonna go search wahaha..
Kekes.. sorry dar.. really cant find any nice pic of Korea.. hence.. i gt THIS! Nt bad hor.. so nice.. whoooo.. the sky is so nice la.. purple-pink..

Hahaha.. as things progress.. haha.. i need small cuties to pass on my name lol.. Haha me and darling like babies alot.. those guai and adorable de la.. nt those naughty and rebellious.. haha.. we'av seen quite alot of them ard lol.. Yeah yeah yeah.. now babies come le.. let me show u guys..
Look at them.... lol..so cute rite??? They are sleeping so soundly.. listen to musics will a BIG headphones.. haha cute..think my darling will like them lol..=)) *kiss kiss*

Its so true tat babies now mature so fast.. its so cute.. don laugh when u see this pic.. lol! Lastly i just wanna tell my darling tat i will love her forever.. today is our 1 year 7 month anniversary.. though we r nt together now.. but our heart will always stay as one.. I will wan to hold and hug u till the end of life.. I will go thru thick and think with u.. till the end.. watching the last sunset.. There is one nice pic i found..let me show u.. muacks..Last but not least.. i wish my darling will do well in her studies and get a good cert.. and i will always be here supporting her.. I love u.. hehe *kiss kiss*..

My cutie darling

2007-03-09T18:01:00.000+08:00

Surprise!! Lol.. my darling has been saying me le.. coz i seldom blog now le.. hehe partly is my fault coz i bit lazy to blog haha.. but i still love till lovely blog done by my dar dar.

Ok! Where should i start?? Hmm.. lol.. marriage??? Hehe still waiting.. but seems far leh.. 7 more years.. =( My darling says she dreamt of our baby boy.. lol.. cute and chubby..

Getting married is easy.. but how to let my dar and my family have a good life next time is another issue.

Hence i have come out with a list of criteria i must meet
1) I must find myself a stable job with a good and reasonable pay.
2) Have my own savings. $$$$$$
3) Have a car..(Don't mind a small and simple car that can enable me to travel ard, a Toyota Starlet XL will be fine lol)
4) A nice hse.. (A condo.. lol.. i noe hard la.. but will try. =) )

Hehe that is all for now..!!

Now i will talk about our relationships for this one and a half years.

My darling has been loving me more and more each day.. and she show it to me everyday. I love her alot. Really alot. I know she will be worrying whether i will have enough time for her if i were to go NAVY. Just wanna tell her that i won't flirt ard and change my heart.. my heart is totally hers.. and no one can replace her in my heart..

"Darling, i really love u alot.."

My darling and her friend peihua are now outside searching for part-time jobs.. Hehe.. weather so hot.. will be calling her soon to remind her to take her medicine.. SHE HAS A BAD GASTRIC...bad girl.. lol.. sayang sayang..

OKOK!! i end here le.. hehe.. i really blog from my heart wor!!!

I love u dar.. hehe

~Ah boy.QiangQiang~

Trip to East Coast with darling. =D

2007-02-26T17:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, i've been so busy making sushi and jelly for darling.. =D cus we are going east coast, PINIC!! hehehe!! And darling made bread+bacon+cabbage+black pepper ham!

We reached east coast about 8pm(quite late) but fun! haha!! darling bought poncho(mat), so we spread it out and have our 爱心晚餐！=）It was really a memorable dinner!!

After eating, we went to the beach, placed our mat on the beach( so sandy) haha!! we build a "dam"(tts wad darling call it) around our mat! so cute!!=D

*darling darling i've enjoyed myself..and really love being with u..so fun!~ lol..did u have fun too?*

i love u so much darling!

-cant wait to meet u again- =)

xuanxuan-]]

sunday 25feb =( another sad day..

2007-02-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

Visited peihua's hse..gambled..and lost all my money..=(
Jus came back home..bathed..i am so tired..but smhow i dun feel like slping..recently have been feeling very down..忽然觉得好寂寞。。好寂寞。。好想找人说话，可是每次只有我一个人。。所以就好想马上，开电脑，把一切的一切都写在这里。。最近的心情不好，有时就不知觉得掉下了眼泪，有时又好想大哭一场，还是大喊大叫。。
是不是人一长大就有很多东西想和烦？今天我们都把我们是20岁的人了，一直挂在嘴里说。。可是我们真的好想还活在中学的日子里，大家还是一样。。都看不出已20了。。回家的路上，我和YY说着，我们真的要20了！时间过得很快很快。。我真的希望一切不会变。。友情，爱情，亲情。。都只能变好而不是坏。20 了，大家都为自己的将来作打算。。有些还要出国留学。。好像一个一个都慢慢要离开一样。。难免也会觉得伤心。。
回家的路上，好静好静，看见好多蟑螂。。虽然很害怕，我还是走了过去，我对自己说，长大了，要靠自己了，不能再依赖别人了。。不会每次都会有人保护你。。我要独立！！最近心事重重的我，不管做什么都好像blurblur的，刚才冲凉还忘了开heater，好冷好冷哦！！~
我看今年真的要去拜拜了！希望今年会越来越好！！

就到此为止了！晚安了！

='( 我是爱哭鬼！

2007-02-24T00:47:00.000+08:00

我是爱哭鬼！爱哭鬼！

我那么习惯每天有你，

那么喜欢你这样的陪着我！

每天早上都能打电话给你！

我要撒娇撒娇！

我不要没有你的每一天！！

我不要不要！！

好担心，好伤心。。

~爱哭鬼~*炫炫*。。='（

friday 23rd feb 07

2007-02-23T23:25:00.000+08:00

Now its kinda late, and i dun feel like slping.. dear is at albert's hse now..*i am so bored* hehe..he jus msged me saying he's going PES B! I dint reply.. cus i dunno wad to say..mayb i jus cant accept the truth..lol.. or mayb i jus pretend i dint see the mgs??!mayb i am too tired??hahahaaha!! wadever the case is..i am jus a girl who loves avoiding the truth..mayb tt makes me happier for AWHILE?(at least for now..) for now... i dun wana think bout anything..hahaha..!! hahaha.. hahhaa.... -_-"
see why im using blue?becus im feeling BLUE(darkdark blue till it almost becum BLACK!!)??? hahahaha!! ~feel crazy too..!forget it, its all fated! hmph!
Like my favourite song.."When i was just a little girl i asked my mother,what would i be? Will i be pretty, Will i be rich? Here's what she says to me:Que Sera sera WHATEVER WILL BE ,WILL BE!!!THE FUTURE'S NOT FOR US TO SEE..." hmm.. so true enough..mother's right..!! lol.
hmm..darling must be thinking..:" my piggy xuan must be slping now!!tts why nv reply~" LOL. sorry darling!! i haven slp yet!i jus dunno wad to say! i am feeling MIXED FEELINGSSS!! (why am i so emotional recently?) haha!
tml.. we going to visit ph's hse..first time since we noe her..she INVITED us to her hse! has never been to her hse!! tml i gonna enjoy myself!! whee!! enjoy~enjoy~ cus today is a boring day!! lol! recoup back! haha! hmm tml i wana eat eat eat eat more!!!!
alright alright.. i duno wad to say le..hahha!! gonna slp soon le!!!ZzzZz..

*gdnite my dear..miss u so much!!~ meet me soon alright?..*
很想很想很想。。

晚安。。
爱你的~炫炫xuanxuan~

17-01-05 wed

2007-01-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

its our 1 year 4 months anniversary le! reached home dear mgs me then i know its 17th today..i guess now then he rmb its 17th today..sorry dear i really dint know today is the 17th.. hehe!
okie i've decided.. on sat we shall go eat.. strawberry cheesecake! or maybe eh.. oreo cheesecake? hehe!! yipee.. i love to mummum!!!!!!!!!

muacks!! love ya dear! see u on sat!!! =DD

Cuppy Cake!!~

2007-01-11T17:44:00.000+08:00

Cuppy Cake!~

You're my hunny bun, sugar plum, pumpy-umpy-umpkin.
You're my sweetie pie.

You're my cuppy cake, gumdrop, snoogums-boogums,
You're the apple of my eye!

And I love you so, and I want you to know that i'll always be right here.

And I love to sing pretty songs to you, Because you are so dear!

~StrawberryShortCake~

我希望darling的愿望能实现。。

2007-01-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

你门好！！好久没有BLOG。。现在试试用华语。。

最近deardear每天都在想一样东西。。就是要买车！我知道deardear非常爱驾车。。

hmm。。如果我是天使。。我会帮deardear实现全部的愿望！！

我们在一起要1年4个月了！！时间过得好快。。我们奇迹般的认识。。一切都好像只有在爱情故事里，或在童话故事里才能找到的情结。。都发生在我身上。。好像在做梦哦。。

在这1年4个月里。。是我生命中最开心的日子。。总觉得自己非常幸福！我想每个在我们身边的人都知道我有多幸福！一直很爱护我的他。。永远都一直陪着我。。节日一到他就会绞尽脑汁想要怎么让我开心。。要去那里庆祝。。还有他总爱买东西宠我。。其实有他在我身边。。我真的什么都不用想。。什么东西都是他帮我想好了。。（懒惰的我！！）

argh..deardear伤风了！

好可爱的他。。dear很可爱的说：我爱你，不要离开我。你爱我不要离开我。。

其实他有时像小孩一样。。（虽然他21！！今年！！）=X 老了啦!可爱的老公。。真得很爱你啦！我真的希望能和你。。一直到永远。。一直牵着你的手。。一起走散步。。一起旅行。。一起走过生命的每一个阶段！啊！太肉麻了啦！

记得我们的勾勾手！不可以break any promises!！

dear睡了！我也好累哦！我也要睡睡了！晚安老公！My chinese can write so long！ so pro right? lol! like compo! =X goodnight dear!! i love u! muacks!

*我的愿望就是能和忠强永远在一起！！这样的幸福永远都在！也希望能和他的家人相处愉快！*

my chinese "compo" not bad lehs! hehe!

秀炫爱忠强！

My girl, My life

2006-12-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

Hello.. hehe.. back to blog again..so long never blog.. then my darling also lazy to blog.. coz her lappy nt in good condition. She ma fan gui de lo.. lol.. princess de. Yeah.. this is the 1st entry for december.. wah.. 2 more days is 1yr 3mth le.. so happy. Then some more our new yr eve coming soon le.. will be going to fullerton hotel see fireworks lol.. so romantic hor? So proud to be the first guy to do all these..I love her..

This little girl over here.. she might look mature.. but hor thinking kiddy at times.. and don play or fool ard with her when she is nt in mood. Lion also scared of her de lo.. scary ba? Kekes.. jus now jus watch Cinderella.. its a korean horror movie.. wah.. say till horror movie hor.. now the standard lower and lower and lower liao.. nt scary at all.. only will make ppl laugh.. lol.. think all the directors need to go back to have some lessons lol..

Yea la.. i admit my darling loves me alot.. and cares for me alot.. and make me feel special..but at times i worried tat i will lose her.. and in fact will becoz of small things quarrel wif her.. Now gd girls are hard to find. I am fortuante to hav xiu xuan lo.. kekes.. lucky man on earth. She keep wanting me to tell her where i will be going lo.. but i wont tell her de.. she will find out soon. Hao le.. hubby stop here.. will be back again.. will pics lol.. love xuan always..

Still gt 7 more yrs.. u will be my wife le.. me and her parents tok nice nice liao le.. no worries.. lol.. KIDDING KIDDING.. must past her daddy test de... so must project a gd image cannt dye.. now i never wear earring le.. only need a gd job so tat i can hav ability to support her in the future. I wan 12 kids de leh.. sob.. need to earn at least $20k a mth.. pocket will also gt hole.. coz she will sure nag me to give her money to slim down de..

OKok.. say wanna end never end.. in the end say alot of crap lol..

I love u sweetie.. Muacks..

Hug me!! HUg HUg!

2006-11-28T14:54:00.000+08:00

Recently, my honey keep saying that i nv blog le.. haha!! it's because I dun have my own lappie to store all the pics of us! This stupid lappie doesnt allow me to download anything! Sob!
Now 3pm le!! honey can go home soon le!! Darling faster come home and give me a warm warm hug! LOL! I miss ur hug hug! hehe!! We've been counting down to new year..... i think have been counting for like few mths le.... LOL!! WHY SO SLOW LEHS!!?? haha! still left a month plus to go.. ARGH! haha!! Our Grand night!! whee... i am still thinking what heels to buy? what bag to bring? how can i style my hair? do my makeup? LOL..Considering the price.. my budget.. hmm.. i decided to have a naturallook! LOL! Natural hair + not so ex yet pretty Bag + reasonable price yet glam Heels + natural yet chic makeup (tough but accomplishable job)

Well well.. It's holiday soon!! I am so happy!! LOL! Maybe i can take up some slack but good pay part time job? those that requires to work maybe twice a week? or those roadshow kind? Expo kind? LOL! i am a lazy PIG!! ARGH!! hmm.. but holiday must have time to shop and have fun too wad! so it's still quite reasonable to have a "stressfree&slack" holiday!!

I MISS DARLING!!! hehe! every occasion he'll starts to come up with lotsa plansss!! LOL!! so i dun have to worry bout what to do on which occasion!!HE PLAN IT ALL!! he can be a great event organiser?!! wahaha!! he plans everything WAY before the actual day.. SO EFFICIENT LEHS!! LOL

WHY NOW DARLING HAVEN GO HOME LEHS?!!because he's still in sch doing work <-- zi wen zi da -_-" darling always say i am a playful and sometimes naughty girl.. so i sometimes naughty onli.. most of the time i very guai! =X

DEAR DEAR i so bored! hehe!! come home acc me!! wheee....

BULU tatitu!!! lalala!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS !! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!! HOHOHO!!

by: ss

~lοads of love and hughugs!~

Her back

2006-11-14T16:40:00.000+08:00

Hehe guess who is this girl? She's my darling la. Xiu xuan lol. Attractive rite? She's my pretty darling. Growing prettier and prettier each day.

Think now baby gt UT.. still haven call me yet. Wah whenever i look at my calendar... so sad.. coz i going army so soon.. My darling very careless de.. blurr at times.. easy to trust ppl.. and get irritated easily..

Waiting to meet my darling tml.. coz tml she no sch and she's free.. and i miss her alot kekes.. and i can get to hug her. I love to hug my darling. Quite excited leh.. coz going new yr soon.. and we're planning to go fullerton and have our in-room dinner rather than eating outside. Whoo.. so romantic. Gonna save!!

Kekes.. and we're going to the new siloso beach resort at a discounted price.. Whee..!!! Now i can only give my darling all this.. hee.. its my limit now.. BUT... when i work next time.. there are sure to be more outing. Wondering if i can tk my baby go overseas.. coz my sis is stewardess... and don noe if can get air tic at a cheaper price ma...hmm.. see how things goes ba..

Hehe.. looking at the back of my darling.. gt a sense of familarity.. a sense of "fate".

Baby.. i love u =)

I am stress!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-11-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

There's so many things that make me stress.. people may think i am those carefree.. stress-less person..because i smile and laugh no matter how stress, how sad i am.. and maybe because im a slacker..
I guess even slackers also have their own stress ba..
People are the main caused of stress.. Going school so stress, because of some weird ppl who loves gossiping bout others..they can gossip bout anything in this world..if u're jus a few secs passerby to them.. they can gossip bout u too.. {this kind of ppl shd at least know where they stand before they gossip bout others}
At home so stress too.. mum said that im useless because i love eating and i slp? and becus i am a slacker?who laze ard at home and be a couch potato?HELLO!!?? if you are a parents would u rather ur children to stay at home than going out mixing with weird ppls nowadays..and go clubbing till late night? sometimes got drunk and was carried home by some of the "unknown" frens? (or maybe sometimes dint even go home)-->> who knows wad happen..=X So many "B-bs" nowadays. so irritating..!
Sometimes really dun like human, because of the way they present themselves.. realise more and more girls wearing the same thingy,(jus to follow the trend) making all looking alike!! -_-" JUST WEAR OUT UR OWN STYLE LA!!! that is more style and chic!! THAN whole street of girls looking the same wherever we go-_-"
and some guys are all wearing the same too!! Sleeveless top+ berms !! It's all becuming more and more "UNIFORM"!

ok for this entry jus let me vent my anger=X haha. bear with it..

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@friends.com gathering.

2006-10-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

On saturday, 21st of oct, @friends.com gathering.
I met adrian, laihui and kaipng at woodlands mrt control station at ard 6plus in the evening.. then we went to taka's kinokuniya to find teng meng and yuelong. =D We had lunch at cafe cartel.. LOL we are like hungry ghost eat alot alot!! spend bout $113++ at cafe cartel.. after dinner we straight away went to indochine to drink and relax.. and this time we spend bout $90+++ at indochine.. -_-" omg..!! haha..
We took lots of pics, but i onli got hold of some pics.. haha.. so i upload those pics i have at the moment. =)

they said i look so chubby in photos!!=( i think so too... lol.

okie this is all the pics i have! whee.. more to come...lalala...

~Spoiltprincess.

Promise promise ~Don be sad my Dear~

2006-10-16T12:59:00.000+08:00

Hello dear dear? Hee.. now nt doing report but jus wanna blog. Sob..=( i jus feel for my xiu xuan. She's so down this mth. Everything is nt smooth for her. Prob wif sis..darling sick..Omg.. *When will the sky be clear for her again??*

I think there is telepathy between us. I feel how darling feels. She sad i sad. We experienced it last night. Haha.. the same..kekes.. was lectured by darling. *Our personal problems - cannt be revealed* so...well.. u guys cannt noe lol. She's in sch now. She told me tat she gt a C for this particular module. Haiz.. i jus hope tat the haze will be clear soon. Baby is now having lunch wif her buddy -lingyang- haha though cant get to noe all her buddies but i noe all of them are good and friendly guys. They care for my darling alot too.

Wah... jus went back to tat Shenton clinic to see doctor again. I was taking Oratane for the past 2 weeks and there are signs of recovering but there are still bit of marks here and there... Today he give me a more stronger medicine which is twice the effect of my previous medicine.. Its Acnotin. Haha don talk much about my face le.. if nt.. haha.. shHhh.. she nt here.. lol. Be back hme soon my dear dear.. *Will get my dear a new hp.. N72.. in pink*

Dear dear tk care in sch.. Hubby love u.. and will fullfil all the promises i made to u.. Love u baby.. haha tml is 1 yr 1 mth.. Whee!! Long run.. still gt 5 more yrs?? Kekes.. i gotta work hard..earn big bucks.. *U give me the strength* =) Muacks!

Happy birthday xing.

2006-10-02T17:19:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday Xing!!! Photos taken in indo-chine.

More photos to be uploaded.. (waiting for yy to send me..) =X whee...

Put A Smile To My Face..

2006-10-02T11:38:00.000+08:00

I tried to encourage myself everyday.. darling encourage me everyday..peihua, xing n yeeyen also console me..but i still feel so sad..

I hate staying at home, i feel so stress..neither do i want to lose my laptop, my parents put all the blame on me! I was rushing home for my grandma's bday so i took a cab.. if not i wont take a cab cause im saving money!! Why can't they be more understanding abit? I hate them!!

Now i have to think of a way myself.. a way to solve this problem.. i did everything i could.. but the stupid taxi company can do nth.. and the stupid driver jus can deny everything.. what can i do??

That stupid driver just damn stupid!!!! i am so sway!!!!

Depressed. depressed....

2006-09-29T22:41:00.000+08:00

I am so depressed right now.. been crying since just now.. how can i be so careless?? I LEFT MY LAPPIE ON THE CAB! how i wish i could turn back time, and get back my lappie. my precious lappie.. :'(
SOMEONE PLS DRY MY TEARS....
crying n crying n crying.....

my tears keeps flowing....

Weird people.

2006-09-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

Weird people everywhere - tt's me & peihua 's view.

Recently, we've came across lots n lots of weird people out there. As u know, weird people do weird things..and INDEED they do lots of weird things!

Firstly, i got into a bazaar competition without me realising i am in the competition until the very last minute. (which is the day before the competition)... I was stunned. WHAT DA HELL, I dint even participate or sign up for any competition!! ( and no way am i going to participate in anything that is related to my sch!!) Just because my friend was asking me and the other fren whether we wana HELP OUT in the stall and gain some points. And for the sake of the points (because my CE points are pathetic) we said: " anything lor, for the sake of the points" (BUT only if we are free on that day)
And the very next thing i know, my name was on the list for the competition! NOONE inform us bout anything! Who is the leader, who's in the group? i know nothing bout it. Everything(including the theme, the proposal)was done "discreetly" by the unknown leader. Me & my fren wanted to quit so much, but there's a $200 penalty for any group who back out.
So the next day, we went to sch, earlier than before..wanting to talk to the in-charged. And finally, we saw our LEADER. And GOSH!! SHE'S THAT GIRL WHO WORE GOTHIC DRESS TO SCH!!(almost whole sch know bout her) And what she's selling was cotton candy,and some so-called japanese snacks, which i dun think that are japanese snacks, and the worst part is that she's also selling her favourite LACY GOTHIC SKIRT and BLOUSE!! -.- *faint* Me and my fren was like : "I HAVE TO SELL THAT?? I MEAN DUN EXPECT ME TO BE EVEN STANDING NEAR THE STALL!" It's not that we are bad or wad..but seriously we are not fully prepared for this..and she being a leader shd at least tell us wad's happening before she do anything foolish..(rental fee is already $20+, and she's selling those non-profitable stuff, including the Gothic outfit) My fren and I was so determined to leave..and so we left..after talking to the in-charged, because we really know nothing bout it, our name was submitted without us knowing it..so RUDE lor..
And we got away with the competition..phew..

And today another weird encounter.. Me and peihua met early in the morning bout 7a.m @ control station to go to work at a [Japanese company]-ALWAYS $2!!(hinting*) in IMM for stock-taking. Was quite glad becus at least i GONNA earn some money..i really spend too much recently.
We were told to take attendance first, the staff there was asking us to line-up in rows of 15..(those staff [auntie] can really shout..and damn enthu) After lining-up we were brought to another place, a place like a warehouse, for briefing.. First, they asked us to put our bags into the baskets provided, NO handphones are allowed. And then we were AGAIN assigned into groups again, and they are damn cruel, they separated all frens!!! and put us into different groups. But i asked peihua secretly changed her group to mine(luckily noone found out) becus those got caught were being asked to go back to their original groups.
And those long hair girls(including me) are being asked to tie up their hair,and those without rubber band are really given RUBBER's band to tie up hair!! Already damn pissed off..me and peihua was complaining and complaining! And we really really feel like going off!! The next ridiculous, shocking and exasperated thing is that.. they expect us to shout LOUD!! SHOUT UR LUNGS OUT!! They expect us to shout..YES!! YES!!
Have u ever seen those weird companies? Expect their staff early in the morning do exercise? SHOUT? AND SHOUT WITH THE HAND RAISING UP HIGH?? Yes this company i am talking bout does that. All their staff talk damn loud, like loud speaker. And peihua and I were totally shocked when they do the hand thingy and the shouting..and adding on to that there's a weird and short weird lady who run infront of us and shout..and she shout till her face was so red.WE WERE SCARED TO DEATH LA! That we almost cry! Me and peihua dint even open our mouth to even shout or answer.
We are already damn pissed off and angry and also insulted.. because they treat us like MAID! They said: NO LAUGHING. NO CHIT-CHATTING(if anyone being caught will be send off immediately). COUNT EVERYTHING. IF MIS-COUNT DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN.
And the most insulting thing is that they said: You must complete the stock taking by today, no matter it's 7pm,8pm or 9pm, WE PAY. ( yea..shit u! so wad if u gt money to pay? Even if u pay $100 per hr we are not going to work for u!) we felt totally insulted alrite. We are only gonna work for them for 1 day! Hello?
We are already damn pissed off, pissed till anytime we might jus yell at them and ask them to shut up! We regreted accepting this job!We really wana walk off like that!!! WE CANNT STAND IT ANYMORE!!!NO MORE!!!!!! ARGH!!!! Everyone there can see the frustration on our faces! And i keep asking peihua to go off.. cus i really really really damn pissed off!!
then they bring us to the store to stock take, and we were each allocate to a shelf!! After counting each part of the shelf..we must shout the digit to the one who's taking down the amount. SHOUT!! why they keep shouting?? its not a training camp lor.. damn u people ok, just a few dollars expect us to do so much! u all might as well go hire those commando since u people love to shout and be LOUD!
I am allocated to the SOCKS shelf.. they expect me to count the SOCKS!! and peihua was allocated to the UNDERGARMENT shelf.. and i was hinting to her to go..becus i really cannt tahan!! count socks?? and undergarment??!!! WE ARE MAID??? We felt so damn insulted, and we've never been so frustrated and pissed off in a job before..i can see peihua's expression changed immediately when she was allocated to the undergarment shelf. She is damn pissed off and so she approached the in-charged saying that we wana leave. ( finally she decided to leave!)
AND YEAH!! WE 2 LEFT!! WE FIRED THEM!! LOL!! we dun have to shout our lungs out, we dun have to count undergarment or socks! we dun have to suffer under those weird & enthu people..
Alrite, everyone there can see that we are damn pissed off..i wonder why the rest still continue to be treated like a maid! I guess we are the only 2 who left.. we've never been so proud and happy before to leave a job!

If u notice..both of my weird encounter actually gt some similarity..(they are both somehow related to the same country)

Cancerians = peihua and me
* We can never let down our dignity and integrity. And also never to mess with cancerians. LOL.

~yourli`lprincess~

21 sept 06 - missing my dear..

2006-09-21T18:56:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Finally got some free time to blog..!! =)
Today the 21st of sept 2006, which is the 4th day after our ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!!!
YEA!! we've been together for 1 year 04 days!! time passes so so fast!! whee... still love my honey lots lots!! MUACKS!!
After a year.. my honey is still as sweet, caring and perfect as ever!! I realise honey have been giving me morning call for a year too!!(without fail) =X he is the alarm clock that will never run out of battery.... wheee...hehe....shhh...
darling's quite busy with his attachment, hmm.. and the worse thing is that his boss is a ZGR. lol. and he is very mean!! hmm..thats the characteristic for all ZGR. hate them!!
today is my first day of sch..YES!! the FIRST day! and i skipped sch!! =D it is totally ridiculous, every semester change class??!! i think my sch too free.. such an useless sch!! my sch is in a total mess..they tot they are so UNIQUE, but the thing is they are far behind from other schs..OH MY!! i think MOE should close down RP!! USELESS SCH!! ( i think most of the students there just wana get out of the sch. from the first day of sch.. students already start cursing n swearing..RP standard will always "RP standard" no matter what they do.)
Alrite alrite i shall stop talking bout RP. SHIT RP!! lol.

now waiting for honey to call me.. whee..!! blehs.. honey.. faster call me..
lalala

Places we've been to..

2006-09-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

Wonderful places..

01.10.05 Saturday : Zoo
05 Christmas/100 days together : Meritus Mandarin Singapore
05 Christmas/100 days together : GoodWood Park 's Ming Jiang Restuarant
1/2 year anniversary (13.03.06) : Shangri La Sentosa
1/2 year anniversary (13.03.06) : Sky Dining @ Sentosa
7th months (15.04.06) : Downtown East
Honey's 20th Birthday ( 28.04.06) : Gallery Hotel
My 19th birthday (11.07.06) : Hangout Hotel
23.08.06 Wed / 11 mths anniversary : Downtown East
New Year Celebration : Another one coming up soon.. ;)

Friends..Forever??

2006-09-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

*~ A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

you'll get to meet different people in every stage of your life..most are only passerby..

Nursery...

Kindergarten...

Primary school...

Secondary School...

and then off to colleges/polytechnics...

Work. Work. Work..

In which stage do you think they've left a great impact on u? Friends who grew up with you? Friends who went thru all ur growing processes with u? Friends who were always there for u when u needed them most? Who are your true friends?

For me, i think my secondary sch friends are the friends who have left a great impact in my life. They grew up with me..we went thru everything tog.. despite of changing of classes..we are still as close as ever. We see each other mature..We cry together.. laugh together..we had all the wonderful moment tog.. others came n left..but they are always there...

I am glad that we still keep in contact and still meet out often for lunch/dinner..and we keep each other update bout our daily life.. they are my true friends..friends i'll keep for life..a friendship i will cherish forever.

And you girls rules..( Y.y T.x. P.h )

but sometimes i feel so sad..so sad till i will cry..a grp of my friends are no longer as close as b4.. might be due to alot of reasons..

status (single/attached)
different schools
different gender

I guess there's more reasons to it.. but listing out everything so clearly jus makes me more upset...

I miss those days when we hang out tog.. despite of different genders and different status.. we're always been like one whole family..

Isit me? or jus time changes everything??

isit possible if we could be the same like we used to be?

we fight, we quarrel, we play, we make fool of others..

hope u ppl noe tt i still cherish u ppl..i am still the old ss..

i still treat every single of u as my best buddies..

love,

s.s

Deeply sorry

2006-09-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

Hello darling.. hello blog and hello me..=) Yst was nt a gd day. Veri bad.. I veri bad.. i make darling heartbroken.. realli heartbroken.. i feel sad too.. She's so disappointed in me.. she don wan talk to me. =(

I woke up in the morning.. everything seems fine.. but maybe yst said too much things.. feelings different.. nt for the love for darling.. is tat i cant fit into the categories of being a gd bf tat darling always wanted.. I still the same as any other guys outside..=(.. i'm totally bad.. Oh ya this is the second entry i type today.. the first cannt be uploaded and was deleted.. i was veri sad.. i tot its fated.. but hope now can upload..

Darling sld be working now le.. i worried for her.. hmm.. maybe i think i am too possessive le.. until tat she cannt tolerate me and wana a time-out.. I'm sad and worried.. I'll wanna do anything to save this lovely relationship. My darling has been veri gd and faithful.. but its my bad mouth which ruin it.. i'll change. I don wanna tighten her too much.. think she sld be wif her frends more.. she told me she long time never wif frends le..

Now at my desk.. stare blankly on my lappy.. so down.. I called darling jus now.. yeah i miss her.. but jus wanna hear how she talks to me.. Hmm.. nt bad still the same.. =) Now i working and darling is working.. i so worried tat the distance between us will widen.. but i hope nt.. i wan meet darling on Wednesday if she's free.. I promised her alot of things.. i'm trying to do all.. but jus one so impt thing i break it.. 'hurt' i hurt her yst.. damn me..

After work still hav to help my colleague to deliver something.. i don noe how to reject.. i'm blurr.. i don anything ppl tell me to do.. tats me.. but nothing can stop me frm loving darling.. xiu xuan.. I promised my darling tat we'll watch fireworks at Fullerton Hotel.. Now will think of how to repair ur heart...give me time baby.. i love u.. think u wont get to see this entry coz u nt free this few days..

I love dar.. alot alot..

=shang xin de lao po=
+shang ren de lao gong+

bui......=)

The devil wears PRADA.

2006-09-03T17:17:00.000+08:00

The Devil Wears Prada. I LOVE THIS MOVIE!! Watched yesterday with my honey..!!
I am totally GREEN WITH ENVY!!! Anne hathaway gets to wear all the pretty outfit!! SO nice SO NICE!!! If i can get to wear all those pretty outfit everyday.. i dun mind working for that MIRINDA in runway. =X

Isnt she pretty?? *envy*

alrite.. she wears different outfit, different style to work everyday!! so there's MORE!! but too bad i cant find ALL her pics in Devil wears prada, if not i will put everything here..=D gosh loving it..!!

Anyway for this movie I will rate it : 4.5 stars / 5 stars

Worth the money!!

Tts all for now..whee...

-=yourli`lprincess=-

till the end.

2006-08-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

Our song... [[ till the end ]]
All these precious moments,
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven,
That's holding me all night
I don't know how I found you,
I'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true,
To hold, to keep, to share
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all I know that you're come to see that you're the one till the end
All my friends around me, say you'd be gone too soon
Baby I'm gonna make them see
We've found our way back home
In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I'll always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I'd rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all I know that you come to see that you're the one till the end
We'll always be till the end
[[~`copyright`~ ]]*dis song is from my darling zhong qiang..*((= [[~`copyright`~]] =P

*This is the first song darling sent me.. he said this song is for me..* =)

Sweet~~SWeet~~SWEET~~ love it love it!!( o^_^o)

and me also sent a song for darling..

Because You Loved Me (Celine Dion)

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through it all
You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am Because you loved me
You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am Because you loved me
(bis) I'm everything I am Because you loved me

=- honey start his attachment already, noe his very stress bout his work.. darling i love u!! always there for u.. muacks!!*
-yourli`lprincess..(strawstrawbun)

Attachment.. I miss darling alot.

2006-08-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hello blog! Hello dear! Last but not least hello to myself! =) hee a smile to everyone. Sob..=( attachment le.. mon to sat.. 8.30 am to 5.30 pm on the weekdays.. and 830 am to 12 30 pm on SAT!! Wat the hell rite??? Weekend still hav to work.. all i get in return is a tiny little.. pathetic pay.. I try nt to look at my watch. I don even dare to look at the time on the toolbar on my lappy. I tot by using this way time will pass faster..

Argh!!! God help me.. i miss dear..=( straw straw bun.. i miss u

My straw straw bun was telling me yst on phone..she says : " darling.. attachment we like no time meet le ho? " Then i replied : " No ar.. hehe..its still like normal sch day.. can meet u after sch..=) " Oophs.. i think i say the wrong thing to darling.. Haha.. she misses me alot.. and i noe.. I sld console her instead of saying "No" Haiz.. this few days my darling was kinda moody.. Dear dear.. i sayang u.. must understand how u feel next time..

Ahhh!!! Called darling... she sounds moody.. don noe wat happened.. she went to yum yum dinner. I miss her...=(

Sobby!!!! Everyday is like a torture to me.. the canteen there sucks.. There only 3!!!! 3!!! Lonely and pathetic stores over there.. and they dare to call it a CANTEEN!!!?? Hmm.. i wonder. *scratch scratch head* Darling is tired today.. so we never meet.. she wake up too early le la.. at 8 am leh.. i think i sldn't hav msg her alot.. Haha.. i'm kinda used to it.. must let her noe where am i and wat i'm doing. Darling hp is normally on silent mode.. hehe.. maybe she miss me too much then wakey le!

I know u love me.. but i also do care for u.. i love u..

Hello gOd?? How to be a gd husband and bf.. I'av always trying my best to be perfect.. and let her feel fortuante.. But.. noone is perfect.. Hahaha maybe i'm nearing perfection.. jus tat there's a black dot on me.. so small.. lol.. boasting.. Kekes.. cannt lidat.. darling don like guys who keep boasting about how well they do.. haha.. I noe one!! She tell me b4.. and i think he realli is!! Lol! Darling has been veri gd to me.. i noe de.. but sometimes i scared.. i scared there're more better looking guys outside.. I don wanna lose her..

Don leave me pls..

How can i be perfect..? I love my honey alot.. 14th of October.. the end of my attachment.. and is nearing our most impt ocassion of the yr.. Fullerton Hotel! Then after tat.. on March..we're going Hong Kong!! Yeah!! Darling has gain permission from her parents liao le.. So happy la!! Luckily i'll hav cheaper rate.. coz.. my sis flies!!!! Alrighty.. i end here le.. darling when u read this.. is 30th of august le.. dear dear hope u feel better..

Choco love straw straw..

I love u lao po

=lao gong=
+lao po+

Darling gt nitemare..

2006-08-27T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hi darling.. I'm here again.. Sob u jus hang up my phone.. I don noe how to contact darling le.. she off the phone. I don dare call her hse.. =(

My darling jus had a nightmare yst night.. she dreamt of someone veri horrible and scary.. he's also one of the guy i think le will feel disgusted.. handsome? Think twice. Darling told me about the dream.. and she was veri horrified.. yeah.. i wanna console my baby.. but i'm always going 'berserk' after hearing his name. Worst of the worst.. i discriminate anyone with the same christian name as him.

Darling...sorry. I do understand how u feel. U must be veri angry and sad now. Must be thinking why hubby lidat. I'm sorry. I know it spoil ur mood.. the same goes to me. Everytime when i'm in this kinda of situation.. the first thing i'll do is to come online. I'm sure tat u'll come online de. All i'av to do is gonna wait. Dou shi wo de cuo. =(

Tot of meeting darling and eat tang yuan together..but the chances are so slim. I think 'Mount Fuji' is in her stomach. Gonna explode any moment. Wah.. i called for more than 10 times.. the phone is still off. Jus hope everything is fine for darling.. Hmm.. okok.. i'm going to log in to msn le.. try my luck and wait. I noe my darling temper. Need time de.

Okok.. i'll stop here le. U ask me to promise u to say a sweet dreams for u tonight.. and i'll say it to u before we go to bed tog k? I'll make it as sweet as possible.. so tat all the sweetness can harden the 'volcano lava' Kekes.. okok.. I love u darling.. love u so so much.

=Bad lao gong=
+Sad lao po+

Strawberry strawberry strawberry straw straw..

2006-08-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE STRAWBERRIES!!WE LOVE CHOCOLATEss!!!

Strawberry bunbun & Choco bunbun

Yum yum. Recently i am so HUNGRY!!.... i love eating!! wahaha. and ate ALOT!!!!

Yesterday went to lau pa sat with peihua, and ate alot too!! whee.. nice!! Pork porridge and fish porridge..Chee chong fan and fried dumpling.. yumyum**

I LOVE FOOD!! =D

yeah honey im blogging again.

2006-08-18T10:11:00.000+08:00

alrite. today i dint go sch again. =( i dunno if i cld pass this module. gosh.
my honey now in sch..exam period..GOOD LUCK DAR DAR!! =D
so yea. im rotting at home again. tml darling got another test. *sayang my dardar.
IM SO BORED w/out my lappie. ARGH #$%^&
darling reach home call call me! =) hehe. I MISS U!!
okok now no mood to blog that much.
so tata for nw;)

The weird me..

2006-08-14T09:58:00.000+08:00

Hello blog.. gd morning =) Hello dear.. i love u.. gd morning too.. =) Hello to me.. I woke up lo.. today i another day le.. nth to do.. so i went browsing again.. Then i suddenly think about it.. during tat time me and my darling went to causeway watch benchwarmers... i didn't cut my hair.. dressing was bit untidy.. then look shag.. I can also understand tat ppl will find me look funny wif tat hairstyle..

Everything in my life change.. after my chicken pox.. gt some scars.. but light de.. but somehow or rather i'm back to my usual look.. My darling has been veri nice and caring towards me.. So touched.. This few days.. suddenly alot of things keep bothering me.. and i don dare to let my baby noe.. she will angry de.. and she will say i still don noe tat she loves me alot.. Yes.. i noe.. i realli noe.. but i'm a bit down.. *Swear to look 1000 times better..*

My life sux.. it changes onli after i met my darling.. It turn beautiful =) She look so matured... but deep inside her.. haa.. kiddy her.. like to play alot.. need to tame her down . Ppl take comments seriously.. and so do i.. After knowing tat i look funny during tat time i didn cut hair.. I went to look into the mirror quite alot of times jus now.. My bro saw.. then he ask.. "why keep looking at mirror?" I reply.."No la.. i scared i look diff.." He answered back.."U still look shuai la.."

All the while.. its onli darling has been picking me up.. again and again.. she dislike me thinking back those things.. wat she wants is now.. as long as we love each other and happy can le.. Sorry dear.. I know its bad of me taking things too seriously.. In this world onli u love me.. Everything seems to dark whenever u nt wif me.. but wif u.. its so diff.. i feel loved.. Darling trust me.. i noe u love me alot alot.. i realli noe.. i understand all the things u do for me.. I love u dear..

Haa.. since when i turn into a blogger?? My dear intoduce it to me... Life is lidat.. ups and down.. and always learn to stand up... pick urself up.. I'av always console my dear when she's down..always trying to pick her up.. Human is all the same.. u helped the one u loved.. but u don noe wat to do to urself... Sometimes i mind my looks so much.. its all becoz i don wan a pretty girl like dar.. match wif a guy like me..

But heaven do by my side sometimes..he gave me the most precious present i ever received.. Its my little angel.. ss.. my dar.. I don noe how she will feel after reading this blog.. angry? Baby don angry k? I never think back.. I love u.. I did noe my dear love me alot..but i still scared tat there are much more looking and better guys outside.. I wan to give her the best i can.. and i realli put in my 100% into doing everything for her..

Life is sweet..
U showed me the way..
U light up the candles...
I followed them...
Finally, I saw my promise land..

=Paranoid hubby=
+Caring baby+

Miss u baby

2006-08-13T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hi blog.. back to kiss u.. lol.. blog again kekes.. this mth i think i top blogger..even beat my darling =) never get to meet my darling... miss her alot. Baby slept at 4 plus yst.. saw her msg when i woke up to pee..=( Silly gal.. wont slp unless she finishes her blog.. *smack* She woke up ard 12 plus.. called me.. she is always crappy when she woke up.. but i like.. everytime she wake up.. she has a slight flu.. *sha gua mei gai hao bei*

My sis pack a bag of choco for my darling.. its all my darling's fav.. marshmellow.. honey choco.. dark choco.. mint choco.. 2 strawberry bubble gum and 2 grapes chewing gum.. I promised my darling to give her today.. Yeah talking about today.. its so funny in the afternoon.. my darling says she will be alone at hme.. *Speeding* i bathe.. got changed.. when back to my lappy.. and saw this.. "darling? Where r u?" "Later my sis at hme" *Diao...* I was like HUh... sob =( i tot i can be alone wif dar dar. Nt end yet.. kekes.. coz she says she meeting me for tang yuan.. i will add syrup de lo next time i patronise the shop... kekes.. My darling is tired.. so we never go out.. both of us stayed at hme for the whole day.. *Crappy all way long*

As we are crapping.. me.. as usual.. cannt control my other half of my brain.. tok things tat my dear don like to hear.. she hang my phone... she is sad.. so am i. She don like me to think of her past..but i slip my mouth this time.. *FOR U: Dont think tat i care bout u.. u mean nth..!!! Kaoz!*
*Nth great bout u.. i'm better..* I love world peace =) For the whole day.. i was questioning myself real hard.. my confidence.. am i good enuf for dar dar.. Thinking of the whole picture.. maybe i am a bit stubborn and stupid.. dar wif me so long.. going one yr le.. there's no need to think bout all this.. Both of us have been real close.. *Yes.. tat close.. imagine more lol* So dumb of me.. i'm a huh boy plus dumbass..

I excite dar dar wif my new yr plan.. dar dar loves fireworks.. and romance too.. lol. Still long..=(
Cant wait to see the real princess on tat day. *Saving Zq fund* Haha.. i'av been saving.. so tat i can give the best for my dar.. I love u baby.. My dear is changing our blogskin.. and i was free.. so i went browsing.. as i browse things come to my mind again.. and i went back ask dar whether i can work tog wif her nt.. I love u dear.. I hav been never careful wif the things i do. Work is work.. and i don wan anything to affect me and baby... *Hug me tight* Ask baby alot of stupid questions.. *Wat the hell am i tinking????? I love dear.

For all i know.. xiu xuan did alot for me.. given me all the love she has.. shower me wif love.. so touched.. i'm blessed.. thank god. I will always be there for u.. I love u =)

Be wif me..

+Hubby+
=Lao po=

Love is in the air...

2006-08-11T14:20:00.000+08:00

Hello dear dear =) By the time u read this blog will be veri late le.. Hee.. think when u wake up the next day then read ok? Dear.. i miss u so much.. although it's onli 4 days trip.. i ardy miss u so much le.. i cant live without u.. i wanna hug u.. i wan u to angry wif me.. i can 'hong' ni.. i wan u to bulu wif me.. =(

Hubby has been veri guai and ting hua.. never go out.. haha realli.. nt even a single step out of my hse.. yeah.. yst i went to sch.. no choice.. gt briefing.. i never shave. Haha so shag ho.. coz without u i don care le.. lol. Dear dear says she miss my nagging about my face ho? I tot dear hate it.. haha..miss me le ho? Haha.. u come back i wan make u angry.. lol.. i miss dear dear voice.. i miss the way u angry.. i miss the way u smile at me.. i miss ur kiss.. everything..

Dear dear love is in the air.. come back!!! Lol.. I'm waiting for u.. new yr.. sure make till veri grand de.. fullerton.. plus go san marco eat.. then go buy our ring.. then ur big big super big present.. dear dear i promise i'll be a gd bf.. I love u so much

=Hubby=
+Loving Lao po+

Darling i miss u so much

2006-08-10T13:41:00.000+08:00

Dear dear where are u? I miss u so much.. sob =( Now is 1.37pm.. hubby must reach sch for the attachment briefing.. sob.. so boring.. dear dear.. faster come back pei wo.. Tml 11pm reach Singapore rite? Dear dear.. these few days.. gt tk care of urself ma? Gt eat? Gt slp well? Gt drink lots of water ma? Dear dear hubby nt ard must tk care of urself. Will wait for u! Dear i received ur msg.. u cried yst rite?? Sayang sayang.. dear dear.. i realli love u alot too!!!

+love darling+

I miss u...

2006-08-09T13:00:00.000+08:00

I miss u..
I miss hugging u..
I miss kissing u..
I miss watching movie wif u..
I miss being wif u...
I miss ur presence..
I miss slping wif u lol...
I miss ur love..

Where is my darling..?

2006-08-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

Sob.. my darling is in Hong Kong now le.. yst never send her off.. coz gt her parents..sis..uncle..aunty and her cousin, kane.. hee kinda bit paiseh la even though they know i'm xiu xuan's bf. Hee.. but no worries.. sooner or later both our family will come more closer =) I know darling care alot for me.. even when she's at the airport.. she'll still msg me.. call me.. and also send me a veri sweet, cute and touching email.. so dramatic.. kekes.. so touched. I know how darling feel for me! She loves me.

Its is ard 8 plus.. when i received my darling msg.. she reached Hong Kong le.. She even told me tat Hong Kong veri nice.. and she took lots of nice pic and wanna let me see when she come back. Haha..my cutie pie seems to be enjoying herself. My darling's hotel is at Kowloon.. the hotel name is Xin le.. i also received her msg when she check in to her room. She told me tat the things there are nt cheap.. but no worries dear.. u'll get to find nice and cheap stuffs.. happy shopping yeah? I miss u so much. In the midnight.. i woke up at ard 1.43am.. and i saw my darling's msg.. a sweet gd nite msg.. she msg me ard 1.23am.. jus 2o minutes before i woke up.. i jus woke up all of a sudden.. haha.. nt to pee.. but to look at my hp.. and there it is.. MSG!!

Today woke up quite early.. at 8.30am.. i so blurr.. wanna call dear.. but realise tat she's at Hong Kong now.. I jus cant used to it when she's nt by my side.. I wan to talk to dar.. go out wif dar.. and call dar dar about my face.. i don mind she nag and scold me.. hehe.. i miss everything of hers.. pls come back soon.. i miss u =( Its 9.55am now.. think darling still slping? Yst a long day for her.. or...changing now and ready for the shopping spree??? Lol! Oh ya ho dear.. its also time to catch up wif ur sis.. its has been a long time since both of u went out tog rite? So.. at nite don slp so early lol.. chat more.. lol! Piggy xuan! Dear.. i hav been veri guai. Really stay at hme waiting for u to come back.. I love u dear..

I MISS U...COME BACK SOON

=hUBBY=
+lAO pO+

i will miss my baby boy so so much!!

2006-08-08T09:28:00.000+08:00

Honey, today i will be flying to Hong kong le..and will be leaving on a plane ard 3pm. SOB.
almost 4 days cant see my darling. cannot sms darling. cannot call my darling. (but i will definitely try to find ways to contact my honey.) =)
darling rmb wad i told u ah.. everything single li`l things. okie? must rmb! read the letter in case u forget. must be guai ah darling..i'll be be guai when im in hong kong de. so dun worry my baby.
when i reach singapore i will call u immediately.
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! gonna miss u!! SOB.
pls take gd care of urself first honey.. i come back then take care of u. =D
*my heart.will always be wit u.*

~xiuxuan~
yours
li`lprincess.

Our date

2006-08-05T09:29:00.000+08:00

17th september 2012...
Our promises...
A ring..
A gown..
A beautiful bride...
U're mine..
I love u..

=Hubby=
+Wife+

Living wif u.

2006-08-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

Hello.. surprise i'm back again =) All of a sudden wanna blog again. Twice in a row. Lol.. time pass so fast. Me and my darl going to 11th mth le. Nt a yr yet. Recalling back my 1st mth wif darl.. I'm so excited and on the other hand i'm worried. Am i the guy she really want? Slowly..2 mth..3 mth..4 mth..5 mth..6 mth... all the ocassions we celebrate tog.. all the places we went.. all the nice hotels we stayed in.. all the jokes and laughter we share.. its so sweet and memorable.

I rmb.. darling ask me if i would hurt her? I say no immediately. Whatever bad things and memories she had encountered before i'll use my healing hands to melt honey on her heart. Ice tk time to melt.. and so do honey. I promised darling lots and lots of things. I never forget. True love never lie and never fade. She said she felt save wif me. Of course i'm so delighted to hear tat. There were also time of uncertainty.. me in a dilemma..and for instance.. she poured all the love she had on me. "Love shower?" Yeah.. exactly.. its neither hot or cold. Its warm.

I remembered.. the first mth i gave darling a box of present. It consist of a brown adidas jacket, a small letter, and the soft toy. My card too.. its a first time i draw a card. Tat time i was on my way hme.. and she called me.. and i noe she was in tears. "Darling..xie xie ni.." and i ask her why? "Wo hen gan dong" tats her reply. Haha.. i'm a guy.. and my gf cried.. and i'm happy.. i'm nt bad.. but i know tat i have touched her heart. Gradually.. i took darling to all the places.. restaurants.. hotels.. and etc.. We "grow" into each other. Love.

Quarrels? Yeah..we do have quarrels. Its absolutely normal. Its nt saying who's at fault but to learn frm the mistakes we made. Sometimes "words" tat r hide in ur heart for long.. normally come out during "war" Correct dear? Hee.. sayang ni =) For us, 1 day is the maximum day for us to be back to normal. Why? Coz i'm gd at doting her. Dear.. new yr i realli plan alot for u. I wan u to be the prettiest princess on earth. Fireworks? I know u love to see it. I promise u. I wont lie. Haha.. u ask me whether can have a boy and a girl next time? Lol.. dear.. lets make it easier.. "Twins" "Long fei tai" =( still a long way to go. I will get the world nicest ring for u. I wan the whole world acknowlegde our wedding. Prettiest bride on earth.

A hungry darling.. and there goes a moody darling. Never provoke her when she's starving. She's still waiting for her mum back. Fired rice. Haha i heard frm her jus now. Yum yum. Hmm.. after writing for so long.. wat to say? I have manage to understand her well.. control her temper well.. act appropriately..and know what she wants. Being tog now.. reflects how we will be next time when we live tog. Don forget darling.. our hotel is always so MESSY.. five star also turn no star. =( haha.. but still a princess is always a princess.. she's being spoiled by me. Army soon.. and u're the one tat i cant let go of. I trust u. Hello Yy.. tx and pei hua.. if u ladies get to read this entry.. i asking a favour frm u all.. Can help me tk gd care of ss? She's blurr.. tx.. help ss tk the fishbone and also seperate the prawn shells.. Yy.. shop wif her k? And peihua.. chat wif her on phone. THANKS!

Dear.. if tomorrow never come.. maybe i'm still living on 16th september 2005..
The day did pass.. 17th september 2005..
I know u..
Love..
Now..n..
Forever...

=PrinceQiang=
+PrincessXuan+

If tomorrow never come....

2006-08-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

Kekes now toking on phone wif dear dear.. she says she love the song..If tomorrow never come.. hehe.. she wants to tell me the meaning now.. so i type here.. Its a very meaningful song..its about a guy.. who loves his girlfriend alot. One night while his girlfriend was sleeping.. he was looking at her.. and saw her sleeping so sweetly and soundly..he close the light..and he went to sleep. As he was sleeping..he afraid tat he cant wake up.. and at tat moment of time he want to let his girlfriend know how much he loves her afraid tat he dont hav any time left.

Hence, everyday..every second..every minute.. he want to show her how much he loves her.. and mean alot to him.. and he even told her to live on strong when he's nt around.. Hehe.. i think this guy think the same as me.. want my darling know how much i love her.. Today never meet her.. coz kekes.. one reason is tired and the other reason is to save $$. I don mind and so do darling. We understand each other well. Tml maybe meeting darling at causeway point. Hehe.. its my second hme le.. always there.. consider moving hse to woodlands le.. haha.. maybe rent a hse there myself so can everyday meet dear dear.

Hello gal!! Lake hse tml? Lol.. romantic show leh. I wanna smuggle food inside leh.. all the salad.. drinks..and ur yummy yummy.. Haha.. dear dear.. i wanna bring u to vila bali too.. i know the address le.. Kekes.. free then go ok? Dear dear u only ate a packet of maggie noodle for ur lunch leh.. sob.. dear dear i wan let u hav gd life next time.. Kekes.. dear dear i love u so much.. Whee these few days keep blogging to express all my thoughts in it.. FOREVER LOVE!!!!

AND TELL U HOW MUCH I NEED U =)

=PiggyQiang=
+QueenieXuan+

Happy day..happy time..!

2006-08-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yeah..today finally get to meet darling! Kekes.. i end early.. ard 12 plus.. so i go off early to meet my bao bei.. My darling go to the bank in the morning to do some stuffs and get her card change. Then she forgot to tk IC wif her.. so must walk all the way back to hme to tk it.. Haha.. she msg me.. and i can see she is realli frus!!!! Lol! She meeting Yy to have lunch. She waited for her at Esso.. and complain to me tat the stupid wind is blowing her hair messy!

They went to Mos Burger and hav their lunch.. my darling never eat jus drink only.. sayang my darling!! I reach le!!! Haha!! Reach causeway point.. but my darling went hme to get her jacket. I bought the Dragon Tiger Gate movie tic. Its a fighting show! Originated frm a comic. I saw darling walking towards me le.. wah.. she so pretty.. getting prettier and prettier le.. sHHHh.. don let her hear later i kana FGP.. and so we went to get our drinks and suan suan.. lol.. my darling knows.

Watching the movie.....WAH!! Their kung-fu is amazing!!!!! Trust me! When watch le realli feel like fighting.. Eighteen Dragon Palm!!! Lol!! so funny.. and i was telling my dear tat i go learn and protect her.. she say i like kid.. so old le still lidat lol.. haha.. Sob ba la ba.. its time to go hme le.. Hehe but afterall i hav fun wif my dar dar.. she so cute and adorable.. feel like pinching her face la.. I at the bus stop liao le.. and i left my wallet in my dear bag.. so forgetfull of me..

Darling.. i miss u so so much.. tml is friday.. i can meet u again le! Dear dear.. now hk gt Tai fung.. i so worried for u.. sob..=( Dear dear.. kekes.. a few more mths more going to hav the fairy tale liao le.. i will do wat i promise u... dear dear u're the most wonderful gf on earth.. now chating on phone wif u..and i am blogging now... kekekes..

DEAR WO AI NI...HAO AI NI..MUACKS!!!

=Stulu hubby=
+Bi bu lu dear+

I miss u

2006-08-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

Darling..today is 2nd of August..9.02 a.m. Sob..i miss u so much. Baby must be slping soundly. Muacks.. Yeah so happy tat today is Wednesday..coz can meet my darling le. Yst chat on phone..i told my darling how much i miss her everyday.. she was so quiet.. i tot she was nt listening.. but later on i found out tat she was tired le.. before we hang up the phone.. i asked her to msg me.. kekes.. i wait till i slp.. baby never msg.. means she BHD(Black hawk down). I never angry darling.. but jus wan to let u noe how much i love and miss u every single day.

Sianz.. today gt presentation.. if nt i can meet up my darling more earlier le..and don need to wait till 3 p.m.. Hee.. today don noe do wat.. my darling say see mood.. then we see mood lo.. lol. Wah.. now looking at the sky.. its dark.. hMm.. its going to rain. Haha.. nt a gd day either... started off with a dark sky.. OMG! This doesn't mean we nt going to meet.. haha.. and nt going to quarrel too. I'm always the same.. prepare 1 hr b4 i go out.. I msg darling.. kekes.. but she still slping.. Kekes.. i'm a joker plus lame ass to my darling.. she noes tat every word tat come out frm my mouth wont be anything 'pure' lol.

5 more days my darling gonna go Hongkong le.. feel so sad.. and lonely le.. coz she's going there for 5 days.. frm 7th to 11th.. kekes.. 7-11. There is a shopping paradise for my darling.. wif all the nice and cheap stuffs. My melody.. Guess.. all the nice jeans and spag.. haha.. think she'll going to shop till xiao wif her sis.. Oh ya.. she and her sis is getting better and better le.. happy for them.. after they are still siblings..i think no bond can be stronger than them.. and maybe Hk trip is a gd way to let them get more closer=) Kekes.. didn't noe tat i write for so long le.. its 9.13 a.m now.. going to style my hair soon. Btw.. darling.. i'm wearing the falling love tee.. and the fake london jeans.. plus my nike shoe.. so long never wear le.

Sat will be going to the new cathay wif my darling.. kekes coz we never watch movie there b4.. and i wan me to be the first one she go wif lol.. I promise her tat we watch the lake hse.. the movie seems sweet.. touching and romantic.. i'll remind myself to bring more tissue paper.. my baby is a veri emotional baby..OKOK.. gtg le.. my baby.. see u later! I love u! Muacks!

=huBbY=
+Sweet baby+

Our pictures!!!!

2006-08-01T11:34:00.000+08:00

Finally i downloaded the driver for my scanner!! So i scanned in all our pictures!! yeah!! Here's the pictures we took on my belated-birthday celebration! 15/07/06 =)

hmm.. you might have some difficulty reading the poem becus the wording is too small.

here's how the poem goes:

The moments we shared together were all unforgettable

You brought to me joy and happiness which i long wanted

For which you have never make an empty promises

You gave me the best of the best, you pampered me like a princess

We've got the same passion and love for each other

I love the way we talked and laughed

The way we teased each other

For all the wonderful moments,

I cherish....

~xiuxuan~

really had lotsa fun with darling..enjoy every moment we spent together..thanks alot my sweetheart, you've given me the most memorable birthday.. muacks!!

this darling of mine always got lots and lots and lots of plan for every occasion with different surprises.. and all the surprises is so SURPRISING..(its so costly till almost every surprises i've got, it almost can give me heart attack. =X)

but i know..all the things he do..its all for me.. tts why it always touches my heart, cus wadever he do, he do it whole heartedly, i can feel he's sincerity.. he's love and care for me..and SO.. i can proudly say that " I HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL, UNDERSTANDING, CARING, CHARMING AND DEVOTED HONEY!!! " =D

the best moment of my life...

I love you...

-SpoiltLi`lPrincess-

How i feel for u..

2006-07-28T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello dear? =) its me, Hubby. It has been a very long time i blog le. So sorry hor. Nt i don wanna blog..coz i'm busy wif sch proj..and also u. Darling jus started doing her own online biz. Haha everyone pls SUPPORT her. She's selling all the nice clothes such as CK tees, hollister tees, A & F and etc etc etc.. and none but nt least her belts. She made it all by herself. Kekes.. oh ya tok so long haven publicise her web blog address. Pls tk note : http://chic-queenie.blogspot.com/

It has been 3 days since we last met le. But tml we going to SHA Villa le. Its a 3 star hotel situated at somerset, orchard road area. Its sort of celebrating our 1 yr earlier. Now the date is only 28th of july..lol..still gt 2 mths.. but no worries.. sure will celebrate on tat actual day de..wont forget..its on 17/09/05. I have something special to give her on tat day. Its one of the most memorable thing we ever had.

=(... sorry darl. Maybe sometimes i don get the rite timing and get u so frus. But i didn mean it. don wan to be an irritating person. After all i noe u didn mean it de. Coz u're having something very personal and u cant control ur temper.

=) rmb tml meet at CWP at 11 30 am. My queenie pig loves to slp on sat and sun. Sun burn her pi pi she still slp. Here's a hug for u. Bao bao ni. Slp early tonight =)

+Lao gong+
=to my belove lao po xiu xuan=

27/06/05 Thur

2006-07-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

today is java programming..in class dint really do anything. im so bored!! later still gt UT. =(
darling's now on the way home..so worried.. i wan faster go home accompany him. hope darling faster recover. sob! :'(
dear dear..tml meet meet can?? if you're feeling better. we go watch movie!! =D
I MISS U DARLING..

=- li`lPrincess -=

Chic-queenie.

2006-07-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

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Happy 19th birthday to peihua & yeeyen!!

2006-07-03T11:43:00.000+08:00

1/7/06 saturday

Happy 19th birthday to Miss Yeeyen& Miss Peihua!!

i feel so guilty becus i dint go for the K-session on yy's birthday..suppose to celeb with them~
so i asked them out the next day, which is the 1/7/06 (peihua's bday)..
met tzexing n yeeyen first, and we went to swensen to have our earthquake n stuff..and then we went to the yy's hse to play PS2! lol~ fun.. playing [[ fatal frame ]]..(tzexing gt so scared! timid!!)=P
and then peihua joined us after her beauty slp @ home.

after playing some games..we decided to go out for dinner..and to take pic!!

more funny,CUTE & hilarious pics coming up soon...(miss leetzexing..send me those pics soon~!!)

*hope u girls had fun...=D*

=-DaSpoiltLi`lPrincess-=

16june06,17june06&18june06

2006-06-18T14:17:00.001+08:00

15june06 thurs

My darling wanted to secretly buy smthing for me on my birthday..I knew its gonna be smthing which is damn costly! I KNEW IT!!~ and so i guessed it correctly..*beaming* he wanted to buy a Gucci wallet which cost like $400++!! CRAZY!~~ luckily i stopped him.
So, i requested for smthing which is more economical & affordable =D since this EXTREMELY stubborn guy here insisted on buying me a levi's jeans & top.
And so.. we went to town again.. to shop!!~ went to wisma..and went in to levis..i tried them on!~ darling said its nice..so he bought it for me..[[i feel so stress cus he's paying for me]]=( *thinking back the way i used to spend my own $$ i feel nth.=X* but i feel like so heartache spending his $$. so expensive!!

after awhile, both of us were very hungry..=X so we had our lunch @ Ichiban Boshi Japanese Restuarant in wisma. and den continue to shop!!~ and bought another top =X

very nice AztecRose top.. which cost bout S$60. this top can go stripless(which is smting like a tube-top) or with strip!=D

And darling bought a tee from topman!!=)

and then off we go to paragon,fareast, shaw..(its extremely boring in town) so we decided to go back to Causeway's Cathay to watch Silent Hill!!very nice & terrifying movie! almost got nightmare =X *hug hug darling* HEHE.!

kekes! thats all for today~! thanks alot darling for this wonderful day!Cherish every second with u! Enjoy every moment with u!You're my wonderful,superb,Ichiban hubby!~MUACKS!!

16june06 friday

Met darling around 12pm @ cusway. Darling & me were suppose to help my sis buy those BBQ food!! Today is my elder sis BBQ day~darling was invited=D

After i met darling we went back to my hse to meet my sis, and it started raining heavily..gt caught in the rain..so we hide under the big red umbrella by the swimming pool for awhile.haha^_^ Then we run to my tower & went up to my house.Becus of tt stupid Taiwan's goods,we must go back cusway again to deliver it back to taiwan! Darling, me, mummie & my sis shared a cab to cusway=) [second time darling shared a cab with mummie=)]

Jiejie & mummie went to NTUC to buy food while me & darling went to Post Office to deliver that goods.Me & darling so funny..we gt so fed-up in the post office=X *thinking back i wana laugh out loud* hahaha!!we keep complaining & complaining..then we had to "cover" the box with the sort of colored "mahjong sized" paper they provided becus the box cannt have any advertisement or anything to do with any product brand/name not related to what is contained inside.SO so so funny de. hahaha..onli darling noe wad happened=)lol.

after that we went to have our lunch @ PizzaHut..then we decided to watch movie again!wahaha..we watched R.V!! nice show! =D after movie.. darling&me went back to my hse for BBQ! darling so gd..he do everything for me!wahaha..darling so caring de!! and then we played UNO, cards..kekes!!While my sis is entertaining her colleagues, i realise darling and my sis's bf got along so well, telling secrets n everything??!! hahahah=P

hmm. another wonderful n memorable day with darling!!thanks darling muacks!!

17june06 sat

Happy 9th Month Anniversary darling!!! =)

Today, my elder sis, her bf, darling and I suppose to have dinner together at Ang Mo Kio. (but becus i last min dun feel lik going so FAR, so sis & her bf went ahead with their buffet) And so, darling & me went to have our dinner at Sakae.And watched Garfield2!!darling so cute!! keep laughing de! muacks muacks!!

Darling NINE months!!!!!! =D kekes..been 9 months already!~ time passes so fast! For the past 9 months its always been very very super sweet for both of us! We went through quite alot tog and yeah 9 months le!! =) so happy so happy!! darling glad to have you with me, you're always there for me no matter wad! muacks darling! thanks!! SO there's one song i wana dedicate to you..=D muacks!

To my beloved sweetheart:: [[ Because you loved me]] by Celine Dion

I love you

=-DaSpoiltLil`Princess-=

13june06 - tue [[ we went town!! ]]

2006-06-14T12:09:00.000+08:00

Shopping day!!
Yesterday me & darling went town to shop!! =D
First we went to taka's delifrance to have our lunch..and took some pics..
sweet nehs (0^_^0) darling love this pic alot. hor darling=D [[ he finally cut his hair le.=X handsome hor. shhh...]]

another pic=) nice nice hor! i love it =D

after eating we went wisma to shop! I like that levi's jeans! Guess' top! and also that mango's jacket! and that white skirt from zara! still thinking wana buy not. = (darling asked me to buy that white skirt=D) DARLING ACC ME GO AGAIN! hehe. Then he wana buy.. AX's tee? or CK's tee? or Projectshop's? he still thinking ba. (actulli i prefer the CK's & the projectshop's nicer!)

then after Wisma, we went to Fareast, Paragon then to heeren.(heeren is so empty!! OMG~) town is so boring!! den we took a cab to Plaza Sing. We decided to watch movie! So we watched [[ The Nun ]]. While waiting, we went to shop and eat again.=D and i bought a skirt for mummie.

[[ The Nun ]] -->> totally senseless show! Suppose to be a horror movie but everyone in the theater keep laughing! boring show!! i will give the movie.. 1 out of 5 stars. hmph!

kekes! had fun today! thanks darling! muacks! Love you so much! tml go out again hao ma!?? kekes! cant wait to meet darling!! BAO!

=-DaSpoiltLil`Princess-=

10june05 -saturday [[ who noes tt deep inside me..im crying..]]

2006-06-10T21:11:00.000+08:00

10june05 -saturday
Hello everyone!! guess who am i?? lol. so long dint blog..always darling blog onli.. so today.. I'LL BLOG!!=D
hmm..if you all were to notice..i made a very small changes in this blog. (darling's age!!!) he's birthday is over..so now.. he's 20!!!!( see! how scary! its starting with a 2X oredi..) soon.. will be 30..40..50..60.. OMG! k la..dun exaggerate anymore..hmph. [[im still young! im still young!!=P]]
jus now i was browsing through me & darling's photo album in my lappie..and i saw smthing.. i show u all..

so cute rite??!! of cus la! i drew this!! =P for darling on valentine's day! i got a whole collection of cards darling drew for me de, so i tot of drawing a card for him too..(though it looks like some "primary school kids' " drawing la!

Oh ya!! den i rmb "someone" said tt he wana draw another card for me.. a card exactly like this!!

who ah??who ah? where ah?where ah?LOL! i requested for some time le lehs. still waiting~

Oh ya! my dear friends!! how you peeps!! tag me to tell me wad u ppl doing recently! & how's ur mood!~=D

now let me share wit u ppl bout me recently. My mood: Gloomy,Dejected,Blue!!

have u peeps, ever felt that life's unfair? feel that ur family dun understand u? they always misjudge u for who u are?biasness? they practice favoritism? YES!! YES!! YES!!!(esp. when you have a younger one at home) okieokie..not going to further elaborate cus i dun wana spoil my mood, though its oredi spoiled! hmph!

darling!! meet meet tml!! if not im gonna kill myself le! Lol.=P watch movie? go shopping? play UNO? anything oso can! JUS COME ACC ME!!! argh!! hope darling dun mind my very straight hair + almost 2 days dint wash hair (becus of my jus rebonded hair) =D NONO! i still smell nice hor!=X

darling monday ah!! shopping! i dun care le! hahah.. SHOPPING SPREE!!!!

-=DaSpoiltLil`Princess=-

Whee! Finally free frm sch for 2 WEEKS!

2006-06-02T17:22:00.000+08:00

Kekes.. finally can meet my darling lao po le. Miss u so so much. For 3 days we never meet le. Lol.. jus now u ask me how long we never meet le.. i jus don wanna say.. coz i don wanna remind myself tat i have nt met u for 3 DAYS!!! Its so long lo......signs..

Whoo Hoo!! Tml is sat!! My darling wanna watch benchwarmers!! OKok..let me insert the pic.. Kekes!! Darling!! Hubby improve le ho??My baby also wanna watch silent hill..Okok..let me insert the pic lol..!

Kekes..My baby has gone to swim wif her best frend tx and two small kids! lol.. I love u.. Muacks!!

-Zhong Qiang-
+To beloved lao po+

My heart beats becoz of "You"

2006-05-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Baby! kekes! This is my entry for this mth. Kekes..so sorry leh dear dear.. never blog for quite long le..but i never forget about this 'love' blog of us. Whee!!So fast wanna nine mths le!! Haha i'm always the same.. everytime tell darling we tog how long le. Everytime wif darling.. i jus don wanna go hme.. i wan to....hide in her ROOM!! Lol!! Hey! Don think 'y y' HOR! Say ROOM onli..slp slp wif her.

My baby love my smell.. Whaha.. 'future lao gong de smell' I love darling EYES!! and also.. her...SMILE!! Realli so sweet.. Haha..GUYS IN RP! PLS stand aside.. U ALL WONT stand a CHANCE!!! Act act.. 'yucks'. Thick skinned guy.. gt bf le.. still lidat.. wanna join in ar?? Ok lo..next time i marry her..i SURE invite U All!

Okok..enuff of cursing... lol. This 2 mths.. me and darling are in the saving mood.. save '$$'. We cut down on our expense.. such as movie and the food we eat. But frankly speaking..i agree wif dar dar.. hawker centre food taste much better than those restuarants food. Kekes.. my dar so diff frm alot of gals.. she's not materialistic... she don mind how i look when i'av chicken pox.. and even when i'av some imperfection.. she still love me.. i realli feel contended le.

Sorry dear.. sometimes hubby jus make u angry so easily.. angry overnight no gd for health wor.. so i always wanna ask for forgiveness when i noe i did wrong le.. Bu lu ni! But actually my darling is always mouth hard heart soft de... The most 2 days.. tts all. I noe she face alot of stress frm work and also some personal stuffs..i try hard to know how she feels.. and calm her down. U're jus the onli gal tat i love..

My darling bday is coming le.. on the july 11th.. but its on the tues.. kekes so i intended to celebrate wif her on the july 15th which is sat.. kekes.. we staying overnight in town.. at one of the 5 star hotel. I'av been cracking my brains to make this bday a wonderful and special one.. and hope my darling will love it.

Now my darling so close to me.. realli realli close.. we're jus like husband and wife.. and darling always hug me.. so do i. Alot ppl say.. god give u something nice.. and in the end.. the will tk it back.. maybe i'm jus thinking too much.. coz happiness lies in my own hands.. I promise darling i will give her a gd life next time.. and fulfill everything i hav promised u.. i'll never forget..

Dear dear.. i hope hubby will realli be ur future husband... and i hope..this is the relationship u realli wan.. coz i always always dream tat.. i'm ur first bf.. keep me in ur heart ok? Always.. no matter wat.. u're always always the onli gal i love.. i realli realli love in my whole of 20 yrs of life in this world.. Dear.. i miss u.. i love u too.. Muacks!

-Zhong Qiang-
+hubby love wife+

12 may 06- friday -

2006-05-12T01:19:00.000+08:00

Tml no sch,still stoning on my sofa.
i wonder why am i feeling so stress and down recently. i tink im giving myself too much stress. school is kinda torturing, im doing smthing which i dun really like and not my interest at all.my interest is BUSINESS!! but im doing I.T stuff! coding? programming? database? wtf?!! so we study jus for the sake of getting a cert? and not for our interest?.........
now i really miss those secondary sch days.friends are united not lik now in poly. they can be trusted not like those friends in poly who once tried to make me fall.!! i really miss them.we were like as pure as an angel with no motive or plot. wad happen to dis world? where are the good ones?
hmm. my darling love me n dote me alot. im trying my best to show him all my care n concern n the love i have for him.i wan him to noe it.noe how much i love him.

think i'll update later. now really no mood.

buzi buzi.

2006-05-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

recently, been quite busy with sch work, and also been quite busy discussing n planning for our small business coming up soon.=D
hope everything will be done by next month, and hope everyone will support me!! =) thanks in advance. If everything's done, i will update u ppl again.

we wan shopping!!

2006-04-22T13:43:00.000+08:00

Today is 22 april.. 6 MORE DAYS to darling's birthday!!! =D

Recently, me & darling got so crazy over something.. guess wad isit.. ITS SHOPPING SHOPPING & SHOPPING!!! almost everyday we will be talking about what we wana buy, wad is nice, and almost everyday we will go for some online "shopping". Omg.. there's so many things we wana buy!! okok.. let me show u some things me & darling wana buy..

Things i wana buy::

* No. 10, AE's top, i got it! darling bought for me le! =D*

What darling wana buy::

Here are onli SOME of wad we want!! =X

so we decided to go shopping on darling's birthday!!! =) yeah!!! =)

Shopping spree!!!!

=- xiuxuan =- love *zhong qiang*

BU lu all the way.. this is u =) I love u!!

2006-04-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

Whee!! Darling!! Lao gong blog again le =) Kekes.. i tot u blog about us in the recent entry but ho.. haha u blog about ur favourite song tat ur mummy sing to u when u're small *Que sera sera* I don mind de la..lol.. jus love u so much. Tml is our 7 mth... Yipee!! Hmm.. there're sure to be some misunderstandings and quarrels* Wait! Haha.. why i put a asterik behind the quarrels? Frankly speaking, we don realli quarrel.. or i can say we never quarrel.. Hmm...Haha.. ppl out there sure cant believe it de.. Erm..ok!! We onli quarrel on msn.. maple.. hp msges... BUT!! we never quarrel face to face.. Wat i mean by face to face... *scratching my head* I mean we never shoot any vulgarities in front of each other.
SATISFIED??

Haha okok.. back to our story again.. recently i gt a coupon for a 2 day 1 night at downtown east.. wif 2 wild wild wet tickets.. but i don think we going le. Hee.. its fine wif me.. and i noe my darling think the same as me. Wow!! Haha!!.. I totally enjoy the time spend wif darling.. i think darling also think the same way too.. lol..*assume* I can say tat.. my darling like to play GAMES alot.. haha.. luckily there's a X-Box there to tame her down lol.. As usual.. I'm naughty.. so so so naughty.. haha.. Its ard 7 in the evening.. and we went out to buy 20 sticks of satays.. sweet and sour drum sticks frm pizza hut.. and some snacks frm cheers.. We slp so so tight together. So sweet.. Oh ya i forgot to say tat.. my darling is realli good in racing game.. GAMERS.. BEWARE!!
NAUGHTY!!

I did slowly broke my promises made to darling le.. I rmb.. she told me yst.. saying tat i make her cried in two days.. Omg.. but she's still smiling at me.. deep in my heart.. its like a needle piercing thru.. I feel so heart pain.. i keep touching her head.. sayang her.. hug her.. touch her soft little face.. and looking into her eyes.. i hug her.. say sorry.. she says she don mind.. jus tat i cannt scold her and make her cry.. coz she's my darling.. i don think anything can make her happy.. i saw her smile when i was there.. lol.. i noe i'm the potion for her.. i realli wan to be.. Darling.. i love u.. i love wat u're nw.. u're my one and only siew shuen.. muacks!
PROMISES....

*Hubby zhong qiang*
=Beloved lao po xiu xuan=

Que sera sera.. wadever will be will be...

2006-04-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

when i was jus a lil' girl.. my mum used to sing me dis song...

Que Sera Sera

When I was just a little girl

I asked my mother,

what will I be

Will I be pretty, will I be rich

Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

When I grew up,

And fell in love

I asked my sweetheart what lies ahead

Will we have rainbows, day after day

Here's what my sweetheart said.

Que Sera, Sera,

Whatever will be, will beThe future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

Now I have children of my own

They ask their mother, what will I be

Will I be handsome, will I be rich

I tell them tenderly.

Que Sera, Sera,Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours, to see

Que Sera, Sera

What will be, will be.

My baby..I love u

2006-03-23T10:38:00.000+08:00

Whoo!! Kekes.. i'm here to blog again. Hmm..it has since awhile when i last blog. Last few days..my darling was like asking me..:"Eee..dear..why u never blog liao le..?" Haha..then i replied..:"Must wait gt things to blog then i'll blog." Yeah..the usual her..she'll..:"Hmph!!" So cute of u leh baby! =) Yst i promised her tat i'll blog when i wake up. But then she says..:"Ee..eyer..like i force u blog de.." Omg..she sounds so sad. Lol!! Here's a kiss for u..MUACKS!!! Kekes.. now my little baby princess is slping. I'm waiting for her call..coz she'll call me everytime she wake up.

Yeah! We're having holiday now..its a 1 1/2 mth holiday. Hmm..it seems short but it's like so long. Ho ho..sounds so chim. Then..i'm like acting like a programme manager. Think of all sorts of activites and places to go to. Tuesday me and darling jus went to Clarke Quay. The whole place is nice. With all the nice scenary. It's realli a relaxing place to go to. Sitting beside the calm river.. and enjoying ur dinner under the orange dim lights above u.. u wont feel like going hme le. We're like drench.. kekes.. nt tat bad.. but we sweat alot. Wow! There're jus too many restaurant to choose.. kekes. It's realli so hard to make any decision. We walk pass "Hooters" Yucks!! Wat the hell!! Those gals are wearing s shorts.. tat r realli short.. gosh!! My darling and me were like getting a sore in our eyes whenever we saw one lol! Kekes.. we stop by a small restaurant.. "Lotus grill" Whoo-Hoo! The name sounds so nice rite? It seems like any other high class restaurants. BUT!! But!! To our surprise! The food there.. realli cannt make it. My baby eat until she wanna vomit.. *sayang!!!*

After tat horrible dinner.. and the time was still early.. me and baby don feel like going hme.. so we intend to walk ard Clarke Quay.. Hmm.. we pass by this small cafe.. erm.. nt realli a cafe.. Kekes.. jus don noe how to phrase it. The atmosphere inside was realli veri gd.. wif sofa.. and those "Bao bao" Haha! I think onli baby noe wat i mean. Kekes.. my baby was like telling me..:"Dear..if my room is lidat ar.. i sure everyday slp until veri late." Lol! My darling so funny de. Oh yeah.. by tat time.. we're so afraid of eating any food le.. coz the food we ate at the "Lotus Grill" leave us phobia.. so we intend nt to eat but to hav a drink to clean our stomach. We ordered two mocktails. Kekes.. me and my darling love it. Slurp Slurp!!

The time was ard 11 15 pm.. and we wont reach hme on time.. so..kekes..we choose to stay overnight. This few weeks.. we'av been staying overnight outside. We don realli hav any gd slp lol.. tats why me and darling got pimples poping out at the same time. Oh ya.. and some going to burst soon.. LOL! We took a cab to esplanade and spend our romantic night over there.

Yeah! Realli hav a gd time wif baby. Whee!! Almost forgot to introduce our so called part time hobby.. tats Maple story. Me and my baby play almost everyday. Maple wont affect our relationship coz we noe when to stop.

Wow!! Kekes!! Now i wanna say something to my darling..: "Dear.. kekes.. we'av come so far together.. and go thru quite a few things.. and our bond hav become stronger and stronger.. Hee.. now we're together for 6 mths le.. and we're still so sweet and lovely. I'av never imagine me having such a cute..sweet and pretty gf.. and i can say its my luck to hav u by my side. Everytime we meet.. we're like hugging so close and tight.. we jus simply do anything together.. kekes.. and i feel like u're my wife now. But going soon to be the real one rite? Lol!! Baby.. i love u.. i dote on u.. u're my little princess.. and u'll forever be.. i'll protect u.. Muacks!!"

+Zhong Qiang+
=To beloved lao po xiu xuan=

16march06-[[ wo dui ni de ai yong yuan bu bian]]

2006-03-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

=D jus reach home..and feel like blogging..
another day with darling..as usual my caring sweetheart worry tt i have nth to eat at home..so he came all the way from hougang to woodlands to buy lunch for me..(dis is nt the first time..but still feel so touched..) =')
came out of my lift..i saw him standing there. everytime i meet him..it feels like the first time.
*recalling back....*
on 17 sept 05..saturday..i was rushing to cine.."gosh..im late..!!" panicking and worrying tt he might nt wait for me & my hp was nt working..cant contact him to ask him to wait for me..so i ran..hoping to see him there..but as i got nearer and nearer to our meeting place..i can feel my heart beat is getting out of control. the lift was packed..so i used the escalator..i ran up..and finally i reached the last escalator..*"omg..its getting nearer..wad shd i say later?wad if he doesnt recognise me?...." lots n lots of questions appeared in my mind at the very last min. up the escalator..and finally reached cathay. i saw a guy..a very charming guy..half-sitted on the chair of cathay cineleisure, holding on to a blue jacket..he looks lik he's waiting for someone..(yeah! waiting for me..) =X.. and he saw me..he smiled.... (omg..almost fainted..!) hehe.. =D whee!! yea.. and tts my darling..=)and i noe..i've found my prince..

till now..dis darling of mine..still wait for me.. (becus im always late =X) and he love waiting for me..kekes..=) he'll never let me wait for him..so he'll always be there much much much earlier before our meeting time. and he'll always bring along a jacket with him in case im cold and he'll always help me wear the jacket..=D *hao xin fu nehs* he is the sweetest, the most caring bf,the nicest,the most understanding..(too many..) so in short, he is the best bf on earth!!! and we are the most loving couple on earth too..hehe..sweet nehs*

to darling: from the first day till now..been almost 6 months le..my love for u has never been getting lesser..instead its growing more n more each day..u're such a wonderful bf, and u're really my dream come true..u're the prince i always dream about..really love u and i promise u tt i will treasure u..treasure dis relationship.
you've been waiting for me for bout 6 mths..and i guess u 've to wait for me for ur whole life le.. (im always late) kekes..=D i try to be early next time we meet..kekes..darling if one day..i have to wait for u..i promise i'll wait for u..im totally devoted to u..no matter hw long i have to wait..i will wait..and i noe nth can separate us..not even distant..! so my sweetheart..trust me..and i'll love u forever..
everlasting love of ours....

-=xiuxuan=-
to my beloved laogong

13march06-14march06[[trip to sentosa!!]]

2006-03-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

finally.. its the day!!=D
13march06-monday [[me n darling going to sentosa for holiday and also to celebrate our half year anniversary!!=)]]

met darling around 12pm..he took a cab to my hse to pick me up & then head off to sentosa..(was always looking forward to dis special day & it finally arrive)
both of us can chat & talk bout almost everything under the sun..play & joke ard..i tink we can never stay utterly quiet for more than 5mins. =X
so in the cab,we talked bout the similarities of our dad..the way they drive,the way they talk n everything..so conclusion: our dads are the same & can be best fren.(powerful!) haha..and in no time, we reached sentosa!! yipee!!=D
whOo..scorching sun..so we went straight to shangri la to check in..omg..the room's cool..well-arranged..nice bathroom..good facilities..and very nice scenery out there at the balcony..*faint* haha..
after a while..we head off to mount faber!! for our sky dining..we took a cab to the cable car plaza..(hmm..and the driver kinda =X) yeah!! its been so long since i last sit in a cable car..so i consider dis the first time..=) and its with my darling!! =) woHooo..from sentosa to mount faber!! actually its quite a distant away..and omg..love the cable car..its so fun!!
reached mount faber!! we reached earlier than we expected..there's still a few hours more to go..so we went in to the souvenir store there..to shop..and saw a nice necklace there..darling wanted to buy for me..and then... he realise...he forgot to bring his wallet..he left it in the room..!(see my cute darling..so blur de) =X but in the end i still got my necklace=D thanks darling..nicenice de..=)
hmm..so my darling & i went back to the room again..from mount faber to sentosa..to get his wallet..we took the green line bus to shangri la..and then to the counter to get the spare key..(bcus the keys' in the wallet!!)haha..we got the wallet.. and then we rushed back to mount faber again...3rd time in cable car..(to n fro from sentosa to mount faber,mount faber to sentosa..and then to mount faber!)wah..sky dining gt the privillege..if nt have to pay quite alot for the cable car.
luckily we reached in time..and yeah! its time for our sky dining..!! its really really fun lor!! having ur dinner in a cable car..up high in the air..looking at the beautiful scenery outside..and to and fro mount faber n sentosa 3 times..each time they change the dishes on ur table for u..so there's appetizer..main course and desert! nice nice nice!!! so as usual me n darling chat alot n joke alot in the cable car..dis time..we talked bout the similarities of our mums..hahaha..=X so in conclusion: our mums are the same!! =) besides tt we also talk bout alot of tings..joke n play..so fun!!
so after dinner, we actually wanted to go the musical fountain, but we decided to go back to watch vcd( wo jia you zhi he dong shi)..omg! funny yet touching show..sobsob..*i dint cry hor* =P hmph..blehs~
sleep le!!!~

the next day:::

checked out...
then we went to harbour front to walk walk..shop shop..
then me n darling hungry le..then we went to sakae sushi to eat the lunch buffet..=D yumyum* then we decided to watch movie later in causeway point..watch [[the shaggy dog]] after eating we went to causeway and in the train we played the "shaft" game in darling's lappy..and we watched the show 100days with mr arrogant..
reached causeway le!!while waiting..darling showed me card tricks..and yeah i learned 2 new tricks..!!
[[the shaggy dog]] is a nice show. cute dog!!=) kekes..

for the past 2 days..really enjoyed being with my precious darling..he pampered me.. take very good care of me..really so happy=) got a very good bf oh!!muacks!!
thanks alot my precious lao gong..more programmes coming up?? thanks for being such a wonderful boyfriend..really appreciate every single ting u did for me..
and darling..wana tell u this.." i really love u alot and will always be by ur side no matter wad" trust me..darling *twist* (onli darling noe wad it means..) =)

=-xiuxuan-=
i love u darling..

U make me smile.. U make me think.. U make me love u..

2006-03-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

Kekes.. Darling! Lao gong back to blog again le. Sorry.. never blog for the past few weeks. Now got time and got the 'feel' to blog. Yipee!! Holiday le! Finally can meet my darling more often le. Whenever i meet my darling, she'll sure smile to me de. Up till now.. i think she's still a bit shy of lifting up her head lol..she'll jus look at me..then bend her head down a little.. and slowly put some of her falling hairs behind her ear. My darling must be wondering why i noe so much bout her..its becoz....I OBSERVE U! Frm the start till now.. i wanna noe u frm scratch. Until now..i don noe i noe u enough or not. U make me smile.

Whee!! Me and my darling got a new and comfortable place to hang over at. Guess where? My darling's hse. Oophs! Don get the wrong idea everyone..its her hse downstairs.. there one room.. air-conditioned..Whoo-Hoo..wat to say?? Heaven! Lol! If i were to stay at my darling condo there ar.. i wont wanna go out le kekekes.. so nice and gd lo! We watched Guess who and The Longest Yard. Two funny and meaningful movies. *Winks* and.....We're packed wif food!!! Lol.. all the small little tibits. Yummy Yummy! My darling is so naughty sometimes lo.. like to play alot..and ho i don noe wat she'll up to de.. U make me think.

Jus now..erm..was a bit moody. Coz darling told me something ma. To her is ok. To me.. kekes.. i easily get jealous de. So ho.. got a bit fire coming out frm my mouth..but i try my veri best to keep it into my stomach. Then ho after talking to darling.. my stomach 'Chao ta' liao le. Sometimes i was wondering.. do fairytale come true?? Yeah i'm the onli guy who wanna to believe in fairytale. Then i ask my darling..: " Will we last? " Without fail my darling reply..: " Of coz we'll last. " Its true tat it smoothen my heart. But the thing is tat.. we still hav a long route to go. 10 more yrs. I wanted to see the future so much. Will i be with darling?? A football team?? (kidding) Korea? Tour ard the world? Joke and smile like now? Its not tat i don hav faith in this relationship..its tat i'm scared of losing u.

I think alot during the past 2 mths.. i mean the starting 2 mths. Lots of things happened.. And lots of 'guai guai de ren' in a nicer way to say them.. if nt i gt my own way of saying.. but it'll be too uncivilised.. then my darling will come punch me le. I love my darling alot till now. Its true tat i don realli hav faith in myself in the beginning.. coz i'm leaving behind of the shadow of tat 'guy' but now..think no le ba.. As i'm writing this now.. i realli so feel like tearing.. but i hav to hold. I'm nt trying to present myself as a guy tat cries easily.. Its jus tat.. phew.. xiu xuan is still wif me now..

Darling.. as u reading this blog.. don call lao gong.. and say..: " Sa gua.." Coz.. if u do.. i cant control le.. tears will drop..U make me love u.. I love u dear.. Realli hav a gd time wif u today!! Muacks!!

-Zhong Qiang-
+To beloved lao po : xiu xuan+

25feb06 -saturday- a day @ tx's hse :D

2006-02-26T11:06:00.000+08:00

25feb06 -saturday
[[ @ tx's hse ]]
yeah!!tx invite me over to her hse to eat=D she say she wana cook for me..:) so nice of her..
hmm reach her hse ard 5.30pm, so we started cooking..hmm.."we".. end up we cook tog lor.. hahah..=X okie now update the process of cooking..
[[ Process of cooking our dinner....]]

okie.. firstly we deep fried the fries...(( but seems like fries being soaked in the oil hor miss lee tze xing..)) :]hmm.. okieokie.. end product.. EDIBLE!! yeah!! haha..*yumyum

then we moved on to fry the fish filet...!!! while frying the filet.. tze xing said:" later we can place the filet on the plate like tt..." * "like tt" means placing of the fish filet in the "san ba"(38) way* pls see pic below for furthur understanding.yeah..and dis is the "san ba"(38) fish filet.. hahah.. tzexing admitted she is san ba..=X hahah
1plate and 2 plates of san ba(38) fish filet... xing's and mine...

sausages + honey baby carrot..( i suggest to put honey...=X eek..)
hmm.. yipee..end of our yummilicious day... yeeyen missed alot lor..nice nice food.. blehs.. [[ yy!! too bad for u..!!]] =P haha.. oh ya..meeting out soon?? after yy's exam.. thur? contact contact!!
anw.. thanks alot tx..!! had fun!! next time come my hse..cook tog again! =D yipee!! muacks..

-= xiuxuan=-

My love for my gal

2006-02-21T09:51:00.000+08:00

Hello! I'm here again! I rmb last week my darling was like keep asking me to blog. Then i tell her this..: "Dear dear...blog ho..must got feeling de..cannt anyhow blog.." SoOo..wat's her reply?? "Orh.." The same old cute answer frm her. Must look at her face when she says "Orh.." kekes. Even though she's 19 this yr but i can say tat she's more cuter than any other babies LOL! I cannot always use black to write kekes..later on must use different colour to write le..if nt my dear will say.."Always black black de...so dull..change colour la.."

Yeah colour change now le!! *Sob sob* my darling was sick frm last week till now. She has been coughing alot. Besides tat..she also has headache. I'm so sad.....coz when my darling is sick i cannt be there for her. When she's sick..everything changes de leh kekes..i wont get to see the old CRAZY xiuxuan de. No matter how u make her laugh..play wif her.. she'll jus tell u..: "Dear..i gt no strength to play wif u le.." Haha..I MUST STOP LE! Cannot bully her le.

On sunday!! I was studying at hme then suddenly my dear call me... i was almost shocked to death. Guess wat? Huh...?? Realli wanna noe ar....? OKok.. i tell u all.. Her first sentence is..: " DEAR DEAR!!!!!!!" Veri loud wor.. Lol.. i tot wat happened.. then i realise my dear has come back to life le. She's back to her usual self again. Of course i'm veri glad to see her lidat. Tats why i always tell dear dear tat i always wan her to be her ownself..who's a happy-go-lucky person.. Oh ya oh ya!!! Cannot say her GUAI anymore le..lol.. she ate lots of chicken wings while she's sick argh!!! Nah.. no matter wat i say she wont listen de lah..she jus wanna gain back her weight. So cute rite??? Gt ppl gain weight lidat de meh? LOL!!

Dear dear has been veri stress these few days. She told me everything tat happened in sch. Suddenly the whole world like going against her. Wrongly accused..being the "bulls eye" to be gossip ard. I noe she has change her blog address. Hence, "some" of her frends cant read le. But i still wanna stress wat i wanna tell "those" ppl. Pls let my darling has a peaceful life in sch. Even if "u" guys are so free tat u'av nth to do..pls my goodness sake.. find something more meaningful and practical to do instead of finding ppl to gossip about. And its so sad tat my dear is one of the "victim" tat has been hurt by them. She has two more yrs in this sch. I can onli acc her for one more yr and i have to serve the nation. I realli don wish my dear suffering her miserable 3 yrs in Rp. In fact.. those we don noe her.. yeah.. she may look happy and cheerful frm outside.. but deep inside her.. "u guys" hav hurt her so so deeply. Pls reflect on it. Frends are nt supposed to be treated this way. But luckily she got two best frend tat she always tell me..tzexing and yeeyen.

Hee! Now talk something more exciting. HmMm...our half yr!! LOL!! My dear will noe me. Frm the start of the relationship, i'av been waiting and waiting for this day. Finally, left one more mth and its my happy sixth mth long run. DEAR!!! Don u think tat we're like together for veri long le rite? 6 yrs!!! LOL!! WooO! These few days me and my dear hav been planning for our holiday. Its too early for us to go aboard for holiday coz we're still "newly-wed" haha. So! We intend to go sentosa. A 3 day 2 night holiday. At costa sand resort and shangri-la hotel. Besides tat we'll going to hav our sky dinning at mount faber. Haha.. say all these my dear will say..: "Darling..its nt tat i wanna stop u frm doing things..but i realli afraid tat u'av been spending alot for me.." Silly dear! Don say tat anymore. How many "half yr" do we hav? Onli once rite? So we must treasure this precious half yr honeymoon.

Kekes..finally..i finished blogging le..and my darling is studying in sch now. Faster ask her and read le. Lol.. dear dear!! Colourful ma??? I promise i'll blog one of these days.. and today.. something struck me.. "the feel" Haha.. once again...i jus wanna tell dear dear tat..: "This life..i don think its enough for me to prove my love to my dear.. i think it's going to be carry on till the next life *if i'm lucky to meet her again* But this life.. all i wan.. is to show her how much i love her. Her heart cant be broken and must be pampered.. Muacks! Darling.. lao gong will always be by ur side thru any think and thin. We're one. A happy couple. I love u. The rythem of our love is our heartbeat..*Sarang haeyo*

-Zhong qiang-
*To my beloved lao po-xiuxuan*

19 feb 06 sunday ='( no good

2006-02-19T19:03:00.000+08:00

When i was young..my dad told me:" Treat everyone nicely, and they will treat u back the same way. If u do not wan anyone to treat u the way u hate most..then dun do it to others, cus others might hate it too"
Still rmb everything vividly, i was in primary sch, and my dad was holding my hand walking down the stairs,bringing me to sch, and i told him wad happened the day before. I told him happily, i said:" Papa! yesterday i found a wallet lying on the floor, i tink smone lost her wallet,so i bring the wallet to the general office." And my dad sayang me and said tt i did the right ting, tt person who lost her wallet must be very happy to able find her wallet back again. Then my dad said if one day i lost my wallet, and some kind soul were to bring the wallet back to me, i will be very happy too.And he asked me to imagine wad if i lost the wallet and tt person taken it and nv return to me. I replied instantly:" I WILL BE VERY SAD!" and tts when he told me the theory... and i'll always rmb dis theory..and from then on..i always bring it with me whereever i go..wadever i do......
But when i grow up.. till recently..i feel like asking him again.." What if i did my best and i treat them nicely but they still treat me the way i dun wan them to treat me? " Daddy i realise when people grow up, they are no longer as simple as wad we think they are..everything changes, they becum so scary..so scary..they no longer tink like hw they used to tink when they were a kid. most of them wear a mask..and they dun show the real self infront of u.. but i still keep to tt theory of urs..i trust ppl easily..bcus i tot if i trust them..they will trust me too..if i treat them well..they will treat me well too..i dun wan ppl to hate me for hw i treat them. Am i too childish to tink dis way??
Finally, i've stepped into this competitive..practical and cruel world of reality..and now.. im lost..lost in my own fairytale world.... let me tell u hw i feel...........
I feel exactly like a lost kid.. after the kid was told tt in this world there's no santa claus..after a few yrs of hoping santa will place some gifts under the christmas tree and suddenly come to realise tt santa claus was onli a character created to make children to look forward to christmas.
And feel exactly like after a kid was told tt.. there's no fairytale in dis world.. its onli a story created by some author.. some writer...and suddenly i came to realise.... im in a very realistic world.... and i have to grow up....
somtimes i rather.... i will nv grow up....

[[ xiuxuan ]]

18 feb 06 - saturday =D

2006-02-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Happy 5th month anniversary!!

* my love for u is everlasting..it will nv grow old..nv fade away..i'll love u till forever..*

today.. meet darling @causeway point..i am so happy=D darling gave me a bouquet..very nice!!

see!! so nice de.. omg! haha.. baby's breath!!and blue roses! nice nice lehs..! I LOVE IT! thanks darling!!

and dis is the watch darling gave me..very beautiful heart-shaped watch! swatch(valentine's).. i like heart heart kekes..=D and it came with a very nice box..with a heart chimes=D muacks thanks so much darling.. really love it! i'll cherish it de..=D

hmm today watched movie again! kekes..we watched the pink panther..so funny!! darling laughed alot..haha.. so cute de..he laugh until i touch him he also will feel ticklish..isit? hhahaa..=X

although today onli can see him awhile..i oredi very happy le! cus i get to hug him..whee!! really enjoy being with u..muacks..! i love u darling..

darling..dun spend so much money le oh!! must save save ah! =) MUACKS...! as long as u're by my side.. i'll be very happy le.. dun have to spend so much de..muacks.. love u my darling..

[[= xiuxuan =]]

11feb06-sat- another sweet day with darling=D

2006-02-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

11feb06sat, went out with darling again!! kekes =D meeting darling @ city hall.. (and im late AGAIN!!~) sorry dear dear =X i noe u wont blame me de..=P darling wana go to bugis to eat..(bcus tt time my description of the food makes him drool) wahaha.. =D blehs.. its a sorta vietnamese restaurant the food there really very nice!! i like!! yum* hungry~ [[ lemongrass pork chop vermicelli + plum lime soda ]] strongly recommended by shanice see (tts me) =D haha..
<<-- see!! dis pic taken in the sorta restaurant.. i insisted on deleting it but dear dear say wana keep dis.. den i keep lo..hmph.. i look so weird =X
hmm..after eating..we went walking ard in bugis awhile..then after tt we went to esplanade to see fireworks again!kekes..=D 3rd time watching fireworks with darling. nice nice!! whee...
and then we went home ard 6plus in da morning-_-"..!!

hmm.. now uploading the pic we took at taka..=D
1) kiss kiss kiss.. *shy*

2) me n darling.. so sweet..!=D

3) i really love my darling!! ^_^ muacks!

=- sweet sweet moments with darling!!-=

i love u!!!

posted by: [[xiuxuan]]

A day of love again!

2006-02-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

Wow! Kekes..since when i came here blog le. Hubby was kinda busy this few weeks.. got proj..track & field stuff.. n last but nt least..busy missing u! LOL! Lao po ar..a one more week valentine's day le wor. Hmm.. yeah!! First time celebrate wif u de. Beri!! Veri!! Excited leh! MUACKS!

This few weeks so sweet lo. Meet darling almost everyday. Kekes.. we always ask each other the same qns..: "Darling will u get sianz of me?" So cute hor? Coz i noe.. we mean alot to each other.. and don wish to have any changes in this relationship. BUT HOR!!! Darling is getting naughtier and naughtier each day le. Haha! Talk back everytime. Then ho.. realli active sometimes de leh. Cant stop moving..-_-" Hard to control de.

Going 5 mths le! And our love is still going strong. "Who can shoot us down??" If you think u're confident...come on.. Lol.. YOU'LL GET IT FRM 'US'!!! Haha! so lame ho lao gong....-_____-" Oh ya hor.. those who noe my darling for long or noe her well will noe this [ -__-'] familiar rite?

Then ho..yst something happened.. then ho.. its jus a misunderstanding..Hope darling noe how i feel for u. Kekes.. but we tell each other to forget about "it" le. So its alrdy deleted frm my brain le. Dear..wat lao gong do..is all about u.. jus u. In this world..there's nothing more impt than u le. How can i leave without u now? If this world gt no more darling.. i go shao lin le..

Jus wanna tell dear dear tat no matter wat.. lao gong will always be there for u. When u're down.. i make u smile.. when u smile.. i wont let u stop smiling... when u need me.. i'll never leave u alone.

"There's jus no way to thank u for the thousand special ways ur love and you bring happiness n sunshine to my days.." Thanks dear.. I love u. HUggZz..!!!!!

-Zhong Qiang-
=Lao gong Love lao po=

03 feb 05 -friday- [[ i really miss my dear!!]]

2006-02-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

~03 feb 05~ friday
-now darling is in sch doing T&F stuff.. tml morning den can go home :( -
really miss my darling alot alot..really alot..!! GOSH~ *faint*
must be very tiring for darling..*xintong* ~sayang darling!!~
though he's very busy and had to rush here and there..he still mgs me..and also send me a webby in case im bored..normally he'll accompany me till i slp..and we'll chat on the fone..<<--see..such a sweet bf..omg!! =P and im really so touched..
whee!! i jus receive darling's mgs..!! SO SWEET!!! guess i really miss him to the max. le..!! HMPH..!! =(
tml meeting darling..!! yipee!! but im afraid he'll be very tired....
hope darling is taking gd care of himself..hope its not cold over there at nite..
sobsob... i really really miss u alot darling!!!

Everything will be more better n better... n......SWEET!

2006-01-28T10:18:00.000+08:00

Kekes..i'm here again! So funny ho? Whatever thing related to darling..n i can write something on it..i sure flood them de. The same goes to the testi in friendster. The blog entry. The blog tag. Oh ya! LOL..even when i'm chating wif darling on msn i also like to flood her. Okok..back to main pt. After today, its new yr le. Haha..to me..its like being wif darling for many yrs le..coz we get to celebrate many ocassions together. Even though we're together for 4 months and 11 days.. our bond has always veri strong. My darling so sweet de lo! Jus received her msg awhile ago..she's so So so....SWEET!!

Haha..!! envy ba guys?? If guys out there come along reading this blog..they sure wont believe that there'll be such a perfect gal on earth!! Haha.. her looks will melt ALL the guys!! I swear! Coz i was melted before le.. Kekes.. cannt use past tense... later darling tot i melt last time now never melt le...LOL. Kidding ar darling.

Yst i meet my darling at heeren. I was so stress lo! I scared i shocked her ar. Guess wat!? My hair is blue in colour now. Hmm...let me count.. i went to toilet and keep checking on my hair and see whether will look weird or nt.. i think gt 8 times ar. Finally!! I saw my darling walking towards me again. She's always the same.. smile smile at me. From far..from near.. she's always so pretty and sweet. From far i can see her hair moving in the direction of the wind.. so soft and nice..OMG.. realli so sweet. She's a unique gf leh. I cant say her too gd de. I cant say she look pretty de. I will.....i will...kana bash up.. KEKES no la..kidding ar darling..

I was so hungry.. so darling acc me to cafe cartel to eat. I ordered #905 but they gave me something else wif one BIG hotdog on it. HAHAHA.. then the waitress voice so funny de..: " Sorry hor... they cook wrongly... help u cook again... " voice like mouse...

When to watch FEARLESS!! Haha.. the whole movie was like fighting here n there. Don need to say la.. one look at darling face i noe she don like le.. haha.. can feel. Ok la.. the show nt tat bad.. but it'll be too bored to watch them fighting for 2 hrs..

Haha.. after tat.. we wanna find some place to eat.. We're like walking here and there.. sort of AMAZING RACE LO.. lol.. so tired. I wanna blame myself le.. walk here and there without knowing my darling head GIDDY!!!! Omg... sorry dear.. *sayang sayang* Will look after u more carefully next time le.

But we decided to go back to causeway to eat. Hehe.. while waiting for taxi.. something happen.. i think the problem lies on me.. so i must tk this chance and say..: " Darling.. i noe where i hav go wrong.. hope u wont be angry wif me.. and i'll always be ur darling lao gong.."

Kekes.. later 11.59 pm.. i'll pei ni count down ok? Dear.. new yr coming.. everything will go smoothly for us from tml onwards. Dear dear.. my love for u hav never change.. and i realli wan u to be my future....WIFE!!! Lol.. Muacks!!

-Ur loving lao gong-
*Love u lao po*

How much i love u...

2006-01-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

HiHi! I'm xiu xuan bf..kekes..zhong qiang. I'av been wif my darling for four months le. This four months i was like living in a fairytale. Everything is so perfect, nice and sweet. I'av never imagined of being wif xiu xuan (Darling). I still can remember the first time i hold her hands. In the cinema rite? Haha..when darling read this she sure smile de. My darling give me a veri deep impression when i first met her. She's a sweet gal.

Its the first month, and everything was going so fine and smoothly. But the only thing is tat we're nt in the same sch. She studies at Republic poly whereas i study at Ngee ann poly. Besides tat, she stays at woodlands and i stay at hougang. So far rite? Haha but i don mind. I really cant get to see darling everyday and we can only meet once a week. Kekes.. one a week..to me.. its so precious. Ppl will think tat, : " How can a relationship be good when we can only meet once a week? " I can say tat its True Love. Even though we're far apart but our hearts are always linked. Hee..tats wat my darling always say to me. Lastly, we celebrated our first month anniversary happily. We took lots of picx and hav alot of fun.

Second month was nt a veri gd month of me...coz i was infected by chicken pox!!!! Guess wat!!?? We alomost one month never meet up! Wah..tat second month was so terrible for both of us. This was jus a small test for our love. In the second month, then i noe my darling better. She's the kind of gal tat i always wanted to be wif. U guys noe wat she did for me? She assured me wif messages everyday assuring me tat she'll wait for me till i recover frm my chicken pox. She said she love me. She even went to temple and pray for an amulet for me. She know tat she cant meet me so she post it to me wif a small letter. After reading, tears started to flow out from my eyes. I was realli so touched. She's a gem tat only appear in a million year. I wanna thank darling for being there for me when i'm realli sick. She's realli a gd gf.

Yeah!! Third month!! Christmas day! 100 days!! These are the two impt events on the month. Me and darling celebrated these wif lots of romance and sweetness. I'av always wanted to give dear dear a surprise in every impt ocassion. Hee.. then i intend to bring her to Goodwood Park Hotel to hav dinner and after tat to Meritus Mandarin Hotel to stay over. Its the most romantic days tat i'av ever being wif my darling.

Now, its the fourth month le. Darling and me are like 'real husband and wife' Kekes.. even though we haven get married but we're alrdy act like one. Kekes.. chinese new year is coming le and i promise darling tat i'll bring her to night safari on the second day of chinese new year. Oh ya..K box on the first day yeah?? Dear.. when u're reading this u sure smiling le hor? Coz lao gong realli wanna write out a short summary of wat happend in the past four months. How i feel for darling is true. My love is true. I miss u is true.

+I love u darling+
*Always wanna be wif u*
=Lao gong-Zhong Qiang=

sweet..sweeter..sweetest!!

2006-01-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

22 jan 05- sunday
sweet! sweet! sweet!
oOoo..on cloud nine~
was grinning after reading darling's entry..i find it so so sweet =D mayb to others.. most of them will go like.."eee.. mushy.." kekes.. bcus mayb they do not noe hw much we love each other.. and really do cherish each other.. although it's only an entry written.. but somehow i feel so touched and really appreciate all the tings he had done for me..i mean not all bf will do tt..some might even give excuses like lazy..no time.. and all that..but darling is different.. he will always do alot of tings for me..and he will make sure everything he do for me..will be his best..and will be a perfect one!! he will do anything jus to make me smile..when im down..OMG!! i feel so fortunate.. he is really a very very very extremely good bf..! not exaggerating..its true..!! if im gonna list down all the tings he did for me.. tt will be confirm a long list..=)
4 months tog..really very very happy and glad to have him always by my side..=) and we really very very close now..=D we have the same mindset, we dislike the same tings.. we have alot of tings in common..and he understand wad i tinking.. how i feel.. and i understand wad he tinking.. how he feel..=) i really enjoy being with him.. we joke ard.. play play..then tease each other..=X seriously.. i am very happy to be with him..*darling trust me..im really happy when im with u..really really!!*
i really hope we can be tog forever..kekes..happily ever after..Till the end!!! <<-- and dis is always my wish (new yr wish,christmas wish,birthday wish..and all..) i'll always make the same wish..and it'll nv change..=))
Ohh its late le..darling waiting for me..kekes.. okieokie.. tts all for now..
~gdnite~
*love u dear*
-=xiuxuan=-

A good sunday

2006-01-22T12:14:00.000+08:00

Its sunday again today. In sch doing project coz tml gt stupid I & E presentation. Kekes..reach sch at 9.30am. I sprained my ankle yst during the long jump competition so i was kinda late. Guess wat!?? I'm meeting my darling later on!! OMG! Haha.. people reading this entry will find me a bit crazy.. they will sure think tat..: " Wif ur gf for 4 mth le.. wats there to happy about to meet her when i get to see her more often le..?" Yeah, for me this onli apply to some people. But for me, its a different feeling. I miss my darling alot everyday.

I ordered Mac to sch. Awhile later i received my darling's msg. A veri sweet msg telling me tat she wake up le. Its the usual cute side of hers. She asked me whether i'av eaten my breakfast or nt? I tell her haven yet coz i waiting for the Mac (Big Breakfast) to be delivered to sch. My stulu darling say..: "Wah so heaty...later i force u drink 8 cups of water!!" Wah haha wat the hell.. 8 cups leh...at one go ar darling? My cute darling was asking me whether wat time i'll reach taka later. I told her i'll reach about 1.45pm lidat. I wont be surprised if she say this to me..: " Wah darling now alrdy 11 le leh.. slowly hor? "

My darling always will 'fan' wat to wear when going out wif me. Kekes.. forget wat lao gong tell u yst le ar? No matter wat u wear u still look so pretty and sweet to me so there's nothing to worry about. Oops!! When my darling read this, she'll sure msg or call me say..: " UR HEAD LA! " Frankly speaking, my head arldy kana don noe how many times frm her le.

Yeah..its alrdy 12.28 le!! And i'av finished my project for tml le so there'll be nothing to do later on at night. It means tat i can have more time wif darling later. Darling will always worry about me whether i can finish my work, will i reach hme late, i'll hungry or nt, my leg pain ma.. Haha..guys out there.. envy ba? Kekes.. jus joking. I'av always find myself so fortuante to hav my darling(xiu xuan) as my gf. KEkes.. [My dream]....Be ur future husband yeah??? Say yes la... haha.. force marriage.

Oh ya my dear! We wont be going to korea soon le.. coz everything fine now.. LOL.. my darling will noe wat i mean. (SECRET).. Okok.. by the time darling finish reading this entry she'll be smiling or angry wif me.. coz i leak out this confidential secret. DON PINCH ME!!! -Run away-

-I love u my darling sweetheart-
=Zhong Qiang=

I'm always be wif u!

2006-01-21T00:10:00.000+08:00

Darling! Here's lao gong again! Kekes..wanna write this to u coz i find tat these few days u feel so troubled wif alot of things. Right now, u're feeling veri lost. But don forget dear, then who's here writing this entry for u? Ur darling hubby rite? Everything is jus out of ur contorl. Everything is getting in ur way. Wat the hell is this world coming to rite? My darling is feeling this way now. It's so sad and heartbreaking to see darling in this state now.

1) Lao gong will always feel how u feel, wont let u suffer all the troubles alone. Don forget!! Lao gong got huge STOMACH kekes.. kidding..fill me wif all ur troubles! I'll share it wif u. We sit down on the dinning table.. think of ways of how to swollow it. Gd rite? Yeah! Use this way! Muacks!

2) Lao gong will always wan to be the first one to noe wat's bothering u. Buy one cone of ice-cream for u. Taste it.. it'll smoothen ur heart.. Feel it now......Hmm....nt bad huh? Try it!

3) Lao gong can sing u all the andy lau.. wilber pan.. Teng li jun songs.. K Box ok? Wat about a 24 hr singing contest wif u?? Don lose out yeah? Kekes.. rmb u tell me u gt 2nd in singing contest before.. Muacks! U'av gt nice voice!

4) Lao gong can always be ur entertainer. Clown for one day ba.. no charge needed.. Haha.. i noe i'll make u smile!! Confident ar!! Who ask me is ur darling hubby!

5) Lao gong bring u to somewhere nice and romantic. Sit over there.. hug hug.. share everything together.. See the sunset.. Wahh.. nice nice ar.. Muacks!

6) U're always a happy lucky gal to me. Lao gong realli noe tat when i'm wif u.. show u some stupid face. Act out some funny action. U WILL LAUGH NON-STOP!!!

7) Marshmellow!! Marshmellow can be ur best buddy now. It's so soft n sweet. It'll melt in ur mouth. Lao gong will always buy MARSHMELLOW for u!!!

8) Wat about going to Escape theme park!! Shout out loud!! Go crazy!! Oh ya hor.. if playing ar.. don intend to style hair le.. Later i ask..: " darling is my hair messy??" U reply..: " look like lion leh!" Kekes.. Fun fun!!

9) Look at the lucky charm i'av give u.. it's me!!! Hamtaro too!! See!! I'm always wif u! I love u!

10) Oh ya!! Sports day yeah!! Hmm.. soon will orgainze all the sports event to compete wif u.. I don see u my darling i let u win ar.. Show it to me.. kekes tat u're gd!!! Blehs!! Kidding!

Darling, after seeing this i hope u'll smile to urself why lao gong so crazy and stupid today!! KEKES.. coz its all about u.. I love u TMD!!!

-I love u dear dear-
=Zhong Qiang=

10 ways to put sunshine in ur day! Specially for my darling!

2006-01-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

First way, Sing or whistle a happy tune. Over the next few weeks, notice what songs leave you feeling upbeat and ready to meet the world. Write the names down and then try to find their lyrics. Sing them whenever you feel down. It sounds stupid, but it really works.

Second way,Take time to make yourself look and feel extra nice. Wear that new shirt or blouse you have been saving for a special occasion. A few compliments from those you meet about, how great you look, will go a long way toward lifting your spirits. Don't forget to give out a few compliments of your own.

Third way,Do something good for yourself. Keep in mind that I said something good for yourself. Buying something new is good if you can afford it, and eating a candy bar is all right if your health permits. Splurging occasionally is great therapy.

Fourth way,take out a piece of unwanted paper. Write down all the unhappy things tat u hav encountered on tat day. After writing, use ur pen and scribble all the things u hav jotted down. Scribble as hard as fast as possible. Finally, crush the paper, STARE at the paper and say: " U stupid thing!! Ruined my day!! " Throw the paper hard into the dustbin. It'll make u feel good.

Fifth way,Look into the mirror every morning. Tell urself..: " I'm going to make gd use of my day, and nobody will pissed me off.. I'll just take it as a dog barking." Take time to choose wat u like to wear for tat day. Hav confidence in urself. U're pretty! Oh ya..n guys out there.. i don mind u guys peeping at her.. and oh forgot to tell u guys about wanting to woo her.. ask for her number.. ask her out.. too bad she's alrdy mine.

Sixth way,Eat anything u wan to eat. Pampered urself. Even if the place is expensive. Why not!?? U noe it'll taste good. Try it! It'll make u feel happier.

Seventh way,think of the bright side of mind. Everything will go smoothly for u.

Eighth way,Watch a nice movie wif ur darling..(Me) Laugh out loud!!

Nineth way,Find ur cute stuffs online!! It'll make u smile!! I noe it!!

Last way, is to think of ur darling(Me)..

Dear dear.. this is the 10 ways to make u smile. Hope it'll brighten ur day. Lao gong will always be wif u..go thru any thick and thin. 4 mth pass le.. and we'av gone thru quite alot of things le and we managed to overcome it all. I'll always love u.. and be wif u all the time..I love u alot darling.. don forget to SMILE! When u smile.. u really look so sweet n cute.. I'l melt de..

+ I love u dear+
=Zhong Qiang=

blehs.. =P

2006-01-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

-___-" ur head lar darling..!! =X
really love being with u oh! had lots of fun..and laughter(non-stop).. soo crazy hor..=X blehs.. buddy buddy lehs..=X hahaha.. joking lar..
darling..next time ur turn acc me shop le..!! =))
darling..miss hamtaro ma?? i show u... kekes.. i got feed him hor..=P blehs...

my cute lil' hamtaro...

blehs!! i miss darling...

-= xiuxuan =-

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14july07-15july07

2nd day without dear...another boring day.

Bring back my darling to me..

My life, my darling, future

a day out with darl.21/04/07 sat

My cutie darling

Trip to East Coast with darling. =D

sunday 25feb =( another sad day..

='( 我是爱哭鬼！

friday 23rd feb 07

17-01-05 wed

Cuppy Cake!!~

我希望darling的愿望能实现。。

My girl, My life

Hug me!! HUg HUg!

Her back

I am stress!!!!!!!!!!!

@friends.com gathering.

*Promise promise* ~Don be sad my Dear~

Happy birthday xing.

Put A Smile To My Face..

Depressed. depressed....

Weird people.

21 sept 06 - missing my dear..

Places we've been to..

Friends..Forever??

Deeply sorry

The devil wears PRADA.

till the end.

Attachment.. I miss darling alot.

Darling gt nitemare..

Strawberry strawberry strawberry straw straw..

yeah honey im blogging again.

The weird me..

Miss u baby

Love is in the air...

Darling i miss u so much

I miss u...

Where is my darling..?

i will miss my baby boy so so much!!

Our date

Living wif u.

If tomorrow never come....

Happy day..happy time..!

I miss u

Our pictures!!!!

How i feel for u..

27/06/05 Thur

Chic-queenie.

Happy 19th birthday to peihua & yeeyen!!

16june06,17june06&18june06

13june06 - tue [[ we went town!! ]]

10june05 -saturday [[ who noes tt deep inside me..im crying..]]

Whee! Finally free frm sch for 2 WEEKS!

My heart beats becoz of "You"

12 may 06- friday -

buzi buzi.

we wan shopping!!

BU lu all the way.. this is u =) I love u!!

Promise promise ~Don be sad my Dear~